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College.

2010-03-23T18:24:00.005+08:00

HELLO :D

Haha its interesting how my chatbox is still so active
despite the fact that I haven't touched this page for years!

Update requested, more like insisted, by Crystal John =.=

To whoever that's reading this (means to those who care),
I know I've been very unstable and emotional lately.
Life's been hard, but thanks for bearing with me.
Just give me some time, I'll be back up soon.
Or at least I hope I will be.

Do remind me if I forget:
Stay strong Ai Lin, you'll be out of this shit in no time :)

I love you guys.
I love you Crystal :) and Livia and Amelia <33

And no Zue, I didn't forget about you ;) you too darl :)

Bye!
Who knew college life would be so difficult :(

2009-12-22T00:12:00.005+08:00

So the next big thing?
...

PROM 2009 PEOPLE! :D

So you ready to rock the dance floor?!!
It's gonna be the night, to die for. <33

See ya wednesday night peeps! ;)

Autobots, ROLL OUT! :D

2009-12-07T18:33:00.007+08:00

SPM. ENDS.
TOMORROW.

:D:D:D

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Ok stop. Out of breath.

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YES I'M OUT!

EFF YOU SPM :D
BYE BYE AND
NEVER WANNA SEE YOU AGAIN!

WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
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Fiuh long post!

Happy Birthday Jean!

2009-10-31T23:14:00.008+08:00

Supposedly posted on the 1st of November, edited.

Hello everyone (:

Yes, I know. Long time since I touched this page.
But amazingly my tagbox has been quite active!
Really really flattering to know :D

Hahahahahahaha.
Anyways, GUESS WHAT!
I FINALLY GOT MY P LICENSE !!
:DDDD
Show you my face now!

HAHAHA. In my super adorable pjs!
*Peace out!!!*
Oh my god, blueeek HAHAHA.

Okay sorry for the hyperness.
Really feeling damn hyped up now.
I think cos I listened to Find Your Way Back Home - Miley Cyrus just now.
It was on repeat LOL and it was, LOUD.

Pretty restless day today, stayed home the whole day after lunch.
Tried to study and do some exam papers but failed miserably.
Fell asleep in the end =.=
Was planning to sleep for only half an hour, ended up sleeping for 1 and a half hours.
PIIIIIGGG HAHAHA :D
Woke up, went out to mamak with Crystal and her mom, and Hugogogo.
Didn't get to hang for long, half an hour, short but sweet (;
Came home, watched abit of tv and dinner.
And I don't know what I did, suddenly it's 11.30 at night already.
Wohoo time for bed again!
PIIIIIGGG.
Haha I miss my piiiggg.

Anyways I think I'm talking too much of crap so I should just jump straight to the pictures lah right. I know you guys can't wait to get over my babble.

Faris was incredibly amazed with my Kaya Pao ;D

The Kelings!
Woah lucky I remembered to put flash HAHA :D

I just HAVE to post this up.
I'm flabbergasted by the comparison of height in this picture lol.

Principal.

Finally, Ame's fam, mine and Rinanana's (:

Now,
Pictures with the people I will forever treasure and cherish.

Five Gamma 2009.

Yes, this is us (:
Hahahahahaha will never forget these faces!

Once a Gammarian, forever a Gammarian.

And ultimately,

To all those who know me out there,

All of you guys have been engraved in my memory,
every single one of you, forever and always.

Thank you for everything, and I'm sorry for the things that I have done or have not done, have said and have not said that probably have offended any of you guys throughout these years.

Now that we're all going separate ways, I wish all of you the best of luck in your future undertakings. Stay strong and always remember that God will never give us anything we cannot handle! We might not even meet ever again, but know that all of you have left footprints in my life and have made a huge difference. I wouldn't be me today, without any single one of you.

So thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

And I'm awfully glad to know that when I'm old and wrinkly one day, I can hold on to those cherished moments we shared, 5 Gamma especially (:

Don't be heartbroken that this has all come to an end,
be thankful that it has all happened.

This, is just the beginning of our lives.

...

And before I go,
It's LeawThengJean's birthday!!!
My one and only beloved younger brother :D

Happy birthday brooo!
Finally taller than me alreadyyy. I cannot call you shorty anymore :( Haiiihhh, but I can still hold your hand when we go shopping right! Hahaha miss having you in my room since kor left and you took over his room. Finally got your own territory eh!

Haha thank you for everything Jean boy!
Thank you for always tolerating with my angin, thank you for being my slave HAHA and doing me favors all the time, thank you for all the pillow talks we used to have, thank you for ignoring me everytime I asked you whether I look good =.=, thank you for keeping my secrets just because you're afraid that I'll tell others yours LOL, thank you for giving me all your food when I'm hungry, thank you for snatching my chicken drumstick away from me everytime, thank you for irritating the hell out of me by playing Super Junior's Sorry Sorry for a million times, thank you for forcing me to dance their dance with you hahaha, thank you for buying me a Coach bag for my birthday, and the list goes on and on.

Ultimately, thank you for being my brother, JimmyChai! (:
You're the best younger brother anyone can ever, ever have, you know that?
I love you!
NOT HAHAHA.
Kiddiiing :D

So, happy birthday again!
Mwah, lotsa love!
I buy alot lot of presents for you kay!
MY ASS LAHHH HAHAHAHA :D

Ciao everyone, good night!
Updates after SPM!

When it all comes to an end.

2009-10-24T15:14:00.004+08:00

Sri Kuala Lumpur Secondary School

Graduating Class of 2009

23rd October 2009

T'was a wonderful night.

Goodbye my friends,
Goodbye my teachers,
Bye Sri KL.

You'll be in my heart and I'll be missing all of you.

Twenty-six days,
to SPM.

Meet Me Halfway

2009-10-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Trial's over!
Happy holidays!
Heh ;)

I'm out!
Shall update soon when I get the mood (:

SEPTEMBAHHH!

2009-09-09T21:49:00.004+08:00

IT'S SEPTEMBER YO SLIM SHADY!

Finally SEVENTEEN!!!
I am gonna get my L-license this weeeeek! WOHOO can't wait to drive and then use my Harrier to race Amelia's Alphard! And I'll be driving Livia and Zue around Crystal in circles! HAHAHA SLIM SHADY! :D

Best of luck for your diet, btw. I'm serious, you'll need it. HAHAHA.

Oh ya btw IT'S SEPTEMBER!
That also means that my ASEAN letter should be coming anytime soon IF I'm being shortlisted to receive the scholarship. Fiuuuh, saat saat yang genting.

AND IT'S SEPTEMBER!
Kor's leaving for England in about two to three more weeks, NOT GOOD :(

SEPTEMBER!
Trial month yo. Can't wait for it to be over and I can sit for my DRIVING TEST and bloody get my license baybeh!!! I'm gonna go bang your house SLIM SHADY HAHAHAHA. And Alvin, watch out yooo!!!

September is such a busy month.
A lot more things coming up other than what I've mentioned.
But I gotta go already. Gotta get back to my studious mode!
So don't expect any updates in the coming weeks.
I shall be NERDing :D

OH AND A SPECIAL SHOUTOUT
TO MY THREE MOST AWESOME
BIIITCHES:

Thanks for the surprise darlings!
HAHA although not very surprising but effort is A STAR STAR STAR, right Livia? Haha, I enjoyed myself very much although I literally fed those mosquitoes at the field with my tasty red blood. Shall do a special post for you guys right after trials, when I get my time kay (: AND WE GO MAKAN ONCE I GET MY LICENSE BAYBEH. I shall reverse my way to the restaurant HAHAHA. Beat that Amelia!
I know you all love me :D

BYE BYE!

Awesome Possome!

2009-08-27T17:53:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO NEW YORK!
Haha sorry this line from Hannah Montana is stuck in my head for the whole day already so I just really wanna get it out. Hahaha (:

So double tuition today. Gah holiday my ass.
Oh btw GUESS WHAT.

I recently just watched Mariah Carey's Obsessed Music Video and I was told that the guy in the video who's acting like he's obsessed with Mariah is Mariah, herself. But the truth is that, she was trying to imitate Eminem!
ROFL. NOT ONLY THAT.
What's funny is, about a week after Obsessed was out, Eminem released a song called Warning and it was a reply to Mariah's Obsessed. He dissed her like crazy in the song and I'd say that the song is so effing hilarious. I just couldn't stop laughing listening to what he rapped in the song so you guys really gotta check it out.

For lyrics, click below! :D
Obsessed - Mariah Carey
Warning - Eminem

Sorry Mariah and Eminem fans out there, I'm not taking sides or anything, I'm neutral with both Mariah Carey and Eminem, really. Just that I think its really funny how both of them are having a war using songs. And their songs are actually quite nice. Very very creative, brilliant and impressive actually. In a way. Yeah.

Hahaha okay that's enough of gossip for the day! ;D

So anyway, guess what?! :DD
I did TWO NEW THINGS, in two days, yesterday and today!

Yesterday I baked.
Yes I did. For the first time, without anyone's guide. Wahahaha if you were to ask whether it was successful, then it really depends on what your definition of successful is. To me, EDIBLE means successful lah. So yeah, I SUCCEEDED!!! Vanilla Cupcakes, simple enough (:

I cut my finger while baking! Haha yeah I know you're gonna think I'm such a noob. But who cares, I CRACKED FOUR EGGS WITHOUT LEAVING ANY SHELLS!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ok stop.
Mommy doesn't bake so I went to shop for ingredients with my cousin Billy on Tuesday. I bought everything, EXCEPT FOR BAKING POWDER. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH yes call me chunted man :D but luckily the baking master, Livia reminded me in time so I got it altogether. Thinking back, I realize how dumb it actually is. Haha anyway, it was a very calories-burning baking session since it was my first time baking at home, and I was working without the ELECTRICAL MIXER. THANK GOD Billy offered to help, so I made him do the mixing of hard rock solid butter with sugar, while I just sifted the flour and beat the eggs at the side. Hey, that's what MANpower is for! :D

We started at 8.30pm and cos my oven is bloooody small so we had to bake a few rounds. And we finally got everything done at 11pm sharp! WOHOOO two and a half hours for a first timer! Not so bad afterall! ;)

HAHAHA yeng moh! :D

Yes thank you very much, I know they look super yeng. But it tastes normal lah, to speak the truth. I complained to Billy saying, I really don't understand why people like to go through all these hassle to slowly bake cakes themselves and dirty your whole kitchen, when you can just drive out and get so much yummier cupcakes from bakeries outside for just max RM1 each. Haiiih, I just don't understand sometimes.
Not fun also! =.=

Hahaha don't care lah, moving on to the second new thing I did!
I DROVE!!!
Just approximately 2 hours ago, Billy taught me how to driiive! Hahaha we went around my taman for an hour, he teaching me the basics of driving. It was an auto car so I'd say it was pretty easy. Billy praised that I'm a fast learner! Haha haiya sup sup sui lah. I'd wanna keep practicing so I get used to driving fast, and when I start learning manual later after my birthday, I can do it fast and steady, then I'll be able to get my license before SPM! :D
HAHA JEALOUS MUCH CRYSTAL?!

Oh one funny thing was, after the illegal driving lesson, I drove the car back into my house and parked. After the car was in place, I stepped on the brake pedal and I was about to hop off the car already! HAHAHAHA I FORGOT TO SWITCH IT BACK TO P GEAR AND ADJUST THE HAND BRAKE AND TAKE OUT THE KEYS!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ok stop.
How dumb. THANK GOD Billy reminded me. I really cannot imagine what my house would be like if he didn't. Hahaha life savior weih!

So who wants me to drive them next time?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Haiiih, told you its kacang putih!
HAHAHAHAHA :D

Oh btw, one thing I realised about my Surprise Party post yesterday. I've always been the one organising suprise parties for my friends and finally I had the chance to experience how its like to be surprised! Haha saying that the feeling is awesome will totally be an understatement. It's indescribable, you just gotta go through it to know how crazily amazing its like.
I love my darlings (:

And one last thing before I go...

TADAAA!!!
Finally riiight, I know man (:
Yay, at least now I know its confirmed that we're GOING to have prom end of the year no matter what. Gosh I was so bloody worried. Wohooo, I can't waiiit! Renaissance man, RENAISSANCE!
YEEES!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ok stop.

So that's all for today! I'm quite done.

I gotta go study =.=
NERD ALERT.

Haha ciaooo!

You like me the best, when I'm a mess
When I'm my own worst enemy.
You make me feel beautiful
When I have nothing left to prove.
With my imperfections, you think I'm perfect
When it's not easy, you, make it worth it.

Counting down, 5 more days!

2009-08-26T18:27:00.004+08:00

anddd...

SURPRIIIIIIIISE!

Hello all!
Did I mention that my 17th birthday's coming? ;)
It's on the 31st but TODAY Wednesday, 26th...
I had my first ever surprise birthday party!

So today started like any other normal days. Got up at 9.30 in the morning although I slept at near 4 last night. Was planning to study a bit since I haven't been touching my books very much this holidays. Yes I know, not good. Yeah anyway, daddy was having breakfast downstairs so I joined him and we chit chatted for a bit. Then he was off to work and I was left alone at home, with my maid. Haiiih, yeah I mentioned that my mom and bros are currently happily shopping in Japan, didn't I? Sad sad case right hahaha, I totally thought it'd be a miserable birthday week already before this.

Yeah so I studied a bit and it was already noon. Crystal 's mom was supposed to pick me up at 1pm, as Crystal and I were planning to go make our sarees in Brickfields. So I showered, got my hair washed and changed. I took out my most comfy spaghetti strap (which looks very much like a top from my pyjamas) and shorts from my wardrobe, put them on and I was almost ready to go. I thought, haiya make saree only ma no need wear so nice lah, I'd be home very soon anyway so it'd be comfy to wear like this lah kan. Grabbed my handbag and I headed downstairs. That was when my maid commented when she saw me.

Ailin nak keluar ya?
(cos I was holding my handbag so that's why she knew I was going out)
Ya kenapa?
*gives that weird face*
Tak cantik meh?
*gives that weird face*
Sekejap saya sudah nak balik maa.
*gives that weird face*
Haiyooo! Ok lah tukar lah! =.=

So I went back up, changed into a pair of jeans with a hooded T-back and grabbed my Gucci handbag instead. Came back down and watched tv for a while before Crystal's mom reached. Hopped into the car with my SAREE CLOTH in hand and the first thing Aunty Fiona asked me was "Ai Lin, got bring your saree ahh?" Aunty's such a good liar man, when she knows that we're not even going to make our sarees =.=

Crystal's phone rang a few times in the car and once she picked up each time, the first thing she said was "OH QI YI AH! (Seventh Aunty =.=) ", when it was LIVIA on the phone asking her about the situation. What big liar man hahaha. Soon, we were reaching Saujana and Aunty Fiona informed me that she booked a place at Memphis Bistro for lunch for the three of us. So I believed without suspecting anything and hopped off the car when we arrived.

From the outside of the restaurant, I could hear a girl's voice, talking really loudly. I thought to myself, 'who the hell talks so loudly in a restaurant man?!' while pushing open the door. Suddenly I heard people shouting and poppers popping and when I looked up, I saw NAGUSHA'S FACE!!!
WTF @#$%^&*()?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
And then I looked around, from one face to another...
Crystal Livia Amelia Zue Hugo Song Ston Rina Alvin Perky Glenn Siching Jinyang Senggiap Weili Yeeleng Charmaine Hung Puiyee Yvonne Henghau Gary Lamshein Eddie...
And they were all singing me a birthday song!

Haha I was totally speechless, for once. Couldn't stop smiling and laughing. It totally caught me off guard cos it was really unexpected. I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO MAKE SAREE!!! AND THANK GOD MY MAID ASKED ME TO CHANGE! LUCKILY I WAS WEARING DECENTLY, GOOOSH. HEART ATTACK WEIH THIS KINDA THING! HAHAHA :D

To the dearest organizers of this surprise, my beloved 3+1 sayangs,
the food was awesome and the company was beyond amazing. Thank you for all your hard work to arrange this surprise, I know you all love me! Hahaha not bad afterall eh you people, been learning a lot from the surprise master eh?! I don't know what else I can say other than thank you and thank you, because no matter how many times I say it, its still not enough to express my gratitude, darlings (: But I don't really think there's a need for me to explain anything because I know you all know it anyway.
I love you all, BITCHES (:

I'm sorry I suddenly turned a bit emotional towards the end of the party, everyone. It just occured to me that I really cannot imagine myself being apart from this crazy bunch of friends that I have. These are the people that make up a part of me and it hurts me to think that I am going to leave them very, very soon. Although it's not really THAT confirmed yet, but I'm already trying to prepare myself for the worst. If I had a choice at all, I would totally just bring all of them along with me. But sometimes, we all know life's a bitch. You gain something, you lose something. And I'm going to miss all these faces very very very much. I took quite a long look at each and everyone's faces while they were not paying attention, hoping to imprint all of their faces in my heart. Lock up all these beautiful faces in the safe in my heart, and I am never trading anything in this world for these beautiful memories that we've shared.
You guys know how much I love you all yooo!

I know I've repeated this for a gazillion times. Please don't hate me.
But once again, thank you all, from the bottom of my heart (:

Loads and loads of love,
Monster Leaw.

Pictures coming up soon! (:

Merlion, or Pelanduk?

2009-08-22T00:21:00.003+08:00

Dear Candidate,

We are pleased to inform that you have been shortlisted for the Y2010 ASEAN Scholarships for Malaysia and Brunei Selection Interviews in Kuala Lumpur.

...

We look forward to seeing you at the interview.

Yours sincerely,

Miss Lina Tiong
Scholarships Executive
School Placement & Scholarships Branch
School Planning & Placement Division
for Permanent Secretary (Education)
Ministry of Education, Singapore

And TADAAA!
Haha wish me luck (:
It's on this Monday, 24th!

Bad news is this holidays, mommy and bros are going shopping and touring around Japan WITHOUT ME! AHHHHH! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?!?!?! IT'S DRIVING ME CRAAAZY! NOOOOOO!!! Ok stop.

Haiiih sien-ness. I hate exams. Aiyah but anyway I gotta stay to attend my interview. Cos lets say I successfully get my scholarship and then confirm leaving for Singapore, I can just flunk my papers! Read that??!!
I CAN JUST FLUNK SPM!!!!
Wahahaha but I'll be dead if I do that. Mommy's definitely gonna slice me into 987654321 beautiful pieces if that's gonna happen. OVER MY DEAD BODY. Hahaha sorry just felt like saying that.

But.

That just means that at the same time, I will have to leave all my darlings behind, for Singapore. For the land full of kiasu-s. Haha gonna go there and be one too. New environment, new friends, new style of living, all over again. But what's different this time is, I'm going to live, on my own. Yes, hostel, roommates, public transports, all those stuff. Too scary of a thought, to speak the truth. But somehow, I know, I can handle it.

Because this is what I wanted, what I've been dreaming of since I was a kid. This is gonna bring me another step closer to my dreams. And not forgetting its also what my parents want for me. That second when I told mommy and daddy that I got through the Selection Test held in May, their faces instantly lit up and huge smiles immediately appeared wide across their faces. I could sense the "That's my daughter!" feeling from them right away. And I know I should do nothing to ever let them down. I want them to be proud. Proud, of me (:

This is definitely not an easy decision to make. Leaving all my family and friends. But I know, this is called growing up. And I'm ready as ever to take the challenge. The challenge to challenge my own limits. Clean my own toilet bowl, wash my own panties and cook my own dinner. And what's worse, shopping without my mom. What a turn-off. Haha, but I'm really glad. Really really glad at the fact that at least, I've had the most awesome high-school life anyone could ever ask for. The most wonderful friends I've spent time with. You guys will forever be imprinted in my heart, darlings. Wanna forget also cannot already lah joh. Unless Ai Lin is not Ai Lin anymore lah, remember my words (:

I'm not gonna be so long winded here. So yeah.
Wish me luck for this Monday!
Good luck Ai Lin!
Oh thank you!
Ok haha I'm crazy. Good night biscuits.
Byeeeee!!!

Incomplete without the ONE.

2009-08-15T00:24:00.004+08:00

Hello!

Just wanna say I'm currently feeling really good now. Just got home from Livia's house. Spent quality time with the John and the Hong. The WAN had to ditch us to study for her O Level's Trials this coming Monday. Oh well, betrayer, you'd better remember you owe us one! Haha you know how much I miss you :(

So yeah, it was a very relaxing day. Exactly what I needed all these while. Taking a break from this crazy confusing chaotic life, and just chill and hang out with my super girlfriends. Nothing beats that, baybeh! Mmhmm, enjoyed myself very much, especially the chilling session in the pool for I-don't-know-how-many freaking hours. Although we didn't talk and play as much as we normally do when we actually go crazy, I enjoyed both their company very, very, very much. Although there was silence now and then, everything felt just right, and comfortable. Because we all know, sometimes there's just no need for words. Because the better you know someone, the less there is to say; or maybe, there's just less that NEEDS to be said (: Didn't realise how much I actually missed all these, since we've been quite busy with our lives nowadays.

I've also been very confused about everything lately. But well to speak the truth, I'm ALWAYS confused. Yeah, but after spending time with the BFFs today, although it did not totally clear everything up, it really did help in making me feel a lot better by just pouring out those feelings. I just love my darlings.

Ser Wan ahhh, I can't wait till our next sleepover during Aug hols. You'd better not ffk us :(

Friends are family destiny forgot to give you.

Friendship is unnecessary,
like philosophy and art.
It has no survival value;
rather is one of those things that give value to survival.

I love my 3+1 !!!
Yes Zue, and you too (:

I'm lazy to think of a title!

2009-08-11T21:49:00.004+08:00

Hellooo!

Haha god damned. Tiring day it was (: Had my relatives come over last night and they stayed over for a night. They arrived at night so we went out to Asia for supper when I was in my sleeping robe. Lol, who cares anyway, thank god I didn't bump into anyone I know haha. Got home past midnight, had some bonding time with the kids, Jane and Jean, and went off to hit the sacks at 1ish. I offered my room so I had to sleep downstairs, and gaaawd it was a big big mistake.

Got off the phone at 4ish, and was suffering from a bad bad headache. Tried to sleep on it and when I almost finally drifted into sleep, MY MAID'S BLOODY ALARM IN HER ROOM JUST HAD TO RING. Looked at the clock, 4.30. It was so bloody annoying I tried to cover my ears with the damned pillow. Tossed and turned, and I could still hear the alarm ringing. Looked again at the clock, 5. GOD DAMNED FIVE O'CLOCK. OH MY GOD, IT ALREADY RANG FOR HALF AN HOUR, IS SHE EVEN NOT AWAKE YET?! AND WHY THE HELL IS HER ALARM RINGING AT 4.30 IN THE MORNING?!

Walao I couldn't stand it and got out of bed to go check it out in her room. Guess what, SHE WAS BLOODY HELL STILL SLEEPING! Don't ask me how, I really have no idea. She's crazy. I guess I stunned a bit too long looking at her sleeping, she woke up and quickly switched off her alarm. Gosh, thats like one of the most retarded thing I've ever witnessed in my whole life.

Stalked outta her room cos I was so annoyed. Tried to go back to sleep but the headache stroke me again. Tortorous night, but still drifted back to sleep after that. What's worse, I GOT WOKEN UP BY THAT TWO SMALL LITTLE BASTARDS AT 10 IN THE MORNING!!! Freaking early weih what the hell. Haha but well, who can resist that two little mischevious darlings (:

Got dressed up and left for shopping in Pyramid. Went to Levi's, planning to try on their new design, PERKY BUTT :D (hahaha Livia, Crystal SHUT UP!) anyway it wasn't of what I expected so I wanted to leave already. But guess what? Omg that salesperson kept harrassing me with all the other new designs. I kept saying enough enough, but he just wouldn't stop. What slim lah, skinny lah, boot cut lah, high waisted lah, super low waist lah. Oh em gee. I was changing in the stupid fitting room, with the spotlights on me, it was sooo fuhreaaaking hot. I QUICKLY THANKED THE LORD WHEN MY MOM CAME TO SEE ME. I immediately cabut weih. I think the salesman was just too free, no customer all day long, needed to find some work to do to past time maybe. Poor me, became his victim. Hahaha oh well.

That's Jane (:

Aiyah lazy to elaborate the rest of the day already.
Wanna talk to my darlings on msn now.
Balabalabyeee! :D

In the face of true love you don't just give up.
Even if the object of your affection,
is begging you to.
- quoted from fooshizzle.bs.com

Nerd Alert!

2009-08-10T17:30:00.002+08:00

Oh my god.
Disaster.

http://www.srikl.edu.my/news/hw_sec.htm

You've gotta see it.
HAHAHA.

Forever and Ever?

2009-08-10T16:23:00.005+08:00

Hahaha hellooo everybody (:

Guess what?!
I just watched Enchanted on Star Movies, and it was totally NOT what I've been expecting of it all these while! I always thought that Enchanted was like some dumb dragon fighting with prince movie, and I remember I used to show weird faces to Crystal when she told me she actually reads the book.

Haha it turned out to be a fairytale combined with live movie! I think the idea is super brilliant, really. Yes I know, weird, this coming from a person who hates cartoon and all those imagination stuff. Haha but its not actually a cartoon lah. I personally love fairytales. And this movie is super adorable. Its sooo sweet!

Haha I was watching it halfway, then suddenly it RAINED. Astro cut off. Potong stim to the max! Haha but I just read the synopsis from Wikipedia and is happy with the ending although Hugo said that the ending sucks. Funny how I watched it with my mom and even she thinks its a movie with a brilliant plot.

I totally love the movie. Really. Haha and I think the cast is awesome. And I like how it's combining the idea of living happily ever after and the reality. Amazing.

Brilliant movie (:

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiiiss!

Haha aaand, I really love this soundtrack from the movie.
Download it!

That's How You Know - Amy Adams

How does she know you love her?
How does she know she's yours?

How does she know that you love her?

How do you show her you love her?

How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...
"How do I know he loves me?"
"How do I know he's mine?"

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He'll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That's how you know, that's how you know!
He's your love...

You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true...
How do you know he loves you?
How do you know he's yours?

Well does he take you out dancin' just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do
That's how you know
That's how you know!

He's your love
He's your love...

That's how you know
He loves you
That's how you know
It's true

Because he'll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That's how you know!
He's your love!

Okay Dii just told me there's a lot of homework for this holiday. I better go check it out. Yeesh, teachers, have a break HAVE A KIT KAT!

Haha btw with the response from my chatbox,
I'd like to have a little shoutout here:
YEAH I'M ON FULL SPEED AHEAD!
I AM MORE READY THAN EVER!
SO LIFE, BRING IT OOON!

And special thanks to,
the four most wonderful friends
that I have. You know who you are (:

(and in the post that Crystal helped me type previously,
it's supposed to be four not five haha.)

Wahaha okay bye bye! :D

` Life always only gives you the challenges
you are able to handle.

Back, and better than before!

2009-08-09T14:45:00.007+08:00

HIII!

I'M BAAACK :D

Did I take too long?
I guess not. Aiyah, better late than never!

So how are all of you?
I hope you're all just as fine as me. Yep, I'm fine! Like more than that, totally. Fine is totally like an understatement. Haha firstly, I'd like to thank those who bothered leaving wise advises on my chatbox, in hopes that I'd stand back up on my own two feet as soon as possible. Really, really appreciate it (:

I was just thinking these few days. Well, mostly cos I have so much of free time nowadays. Haven't been to school in a week and school's gonna be closed down for another week. So I've tons of time to do whatever thinking I wanna do. And obviously, not forgetting all my darlings who have been staying by my side, catching me whenever I fall, supporting me all the way. We go way back man! *hits chest* haha! I wouldn't be feeling this good so soon without them, really. And also, my family, of course.

And so I thought, gosh, what's there not to love about life man?! I've been having the most incredible people in my life, all by my side, and I was bloody hell still not satisfied?! Hahaha I must have been out of my mind. But I guess I really was. But let bygones be bygones. Good news is, I've regained my conscience! And I'm obviously in the process of going back to the old, happy, crazy me (:

AND GUESS WHAAAAAT!
MY BIRTHDAY'S COOOMING!!!
Wahahahahahaha!
And I'm obviously not gonna waste it by being all emo and stuff. It's
9th of August today. Counting down, 22 more days! Hohoho! Oh btw have I told you?! I bet I haven't HAHAHA! Daddy gave me an early birthday present! And I'm like SO TOTALLY in love with it. Mwahahahaha! I love you daddy!

YES BITE ME :D
(Call me b*tch Zue! Hahaha!)

Mommy has been bringing me out to shop so much, its insane! Malaysia MEGA SALE!!! Wohoo! I know man, it's sooooo crazy! I've been using so much money, that I'm feeling bad actually. Weird right, that coming from me? But yeah, I guess I should really start to control myself. I'm too easily tempted! Haha but shopping has really helped cheer myself up A LOT, its unbelievable. Cos when I shop, the only thing I think of is what to buy, where to buy and the price price price! And everything else is set aside, not important anymore at that instant. And when I think less, I get happier! And happier! AND HAPPIER! Hahaha okay I'm babbling like crazy now I think I should stop :D

BYE!

I wanna smile like that forever!
I know I might look retarded or fat or whatever,
but guess what, I DON'T FREAKING CARE.

Because I have those who love me for who I truly am,
and there is nothing more I can ever ask for.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart (:

They always say, don't make someone your priority when you're only just an option to them. I've finally learned what it truly means, and so, I took that out of my phone today. I'm not gonna throw it away, don't worry. It's in safe hands, cos I kept it in a box I have in my cupboard that is labeled, Memories. Hey, thanks for everything, really. It was such a beautiful mistake that I would never, ever regret making. What cannot kill you, makes you stronger, that's what Crystal said to me after all the chaos. And I believe, you've made me a stronger and more mature person than ever before.
Man, thank you so so much (:

Okay I'm out!
Neh neh pok! :D

2009-08-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

The Life Path 6 suggests that you entered this plane with tools to become the ultimate nurturer, and a beacon for truth, justice, righteousness, and domesticity. Your paternal, or maternal, as the case may be, instincts with a 6 Life Path exceed all others by a considerable margin. Whether in the home or in the work place, you are the predominant caretaker and family head. While the 6 may assume significant responsibilities in the community, the life revolves around the immediate home and family, for this is the most domestic of numbers. Conservative principles and convictions are deeply ingrained and define your character.

You are idealistic and must feel useful to be happy. The main contribution you make is that of advice, service, and ever present support. You are a humanitarian of the first order. It is your role to serve others, and you start in the home environment. You are very human and realistic about life, and you feel that the most important thing in your life is the home, the family and the friends.

This is the Life Path related to leadership by example and assumption of responsibility, thus, it is your obligation to pick up the burden and always be ready to help. If you are like the majority with Life Path 6, you are one who will willingly carry far more than your fair share of any load, and you are always there when needed. In doing so, you take ownership and often become an authority over the situation.

In romance, the 6 is loyal and devoted. A a caretaker type, you are apt to attract partners who are somewhat weaker and more needy than yourself; someone you can care for and protect. The main ingredient that must prevail in the relationship is complete harmony. You don't function well in stressful relationships that become challenges for you to control. It is the same with friends, you are loyal and trustworthy. But there is a tendency for you to become dominating and controlling.

It's likely you feel compelled to function with strength and compassion. You are a sympathetic and kind person, generous with personal and material resources. Wisdom, balance, and understanding are the cornerstones of your life, and these define your approach to life in general. Your extraordinary wisdom and the ability to understand the problems of others is apt to commence from an early age. This allows you to easily span the generation gap and assume an important role in life early on.

The number 6 Life Path actually produces few negative examples, but there are some pitfalls peculiar to the path. You may have a tendency to become overwhelmed by responsibilities and a slave to others, especially members of you own family or close friends. It's easy for you to fall into a pattern of being too critical of others; you also have a tendency to become to hard on yourself. The misuse of this Life Path produce tendencies for you to engage in exaggeration, over-expansiveness, and self-righteousness. Modesty and humility may not flow easily. Imposing one's views in an interfering or meddling way must be an issue of concern.

The natural burdens of this number are heavy, and on rare occasions, responsibility is abdicated by persons with this Life Path 6. This rejection of responsibility will make you feel very guilty and uneasy, and it will have very damaging effects upon your relationships with others.

Credits to vihveanne.bs.com

cutestal john is here!!! :D

2009-08-05T19:54:00.002+08:00

I, Cutestal John, am representing Leaw Ugly to type her post today to announce that she has been very much better ( and fatter) thanks to the five most important people in her life other than her family. BYE. Anyways i would like to annouce the my wedding which was held recently. From now on i am known as MRS.NG, MRS. CRYSTAL NG. A special shoutout to my husband HUGO NG LOK YI! LOVE YOU!

BYE BYE. TEEHEE.

sorry ai lin has more to say =.="

She said she loves the five people. But she loves me the most.

OK BYE.

Be Right Back.

2009-07-21T21:25:00.003+08:00

Y'all (:

Saw what I meant? I have totally no initiative to update my blog at all anymore, that's the reason why I feel like closing it down already. I feel bad when you guys come over to read, and there's absolutely nothing new. Although I know at truth, I don't have that many readers, I really really appreciate you guys who are willing to spend a little time to know more about me and everything that's going on around me. Really appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart.

I kinda read back those past entries that I've made.
And I've realized how much I've actually changed.
If you've noticed, my past entries sounded so energetic and so full of laughter.
Although lame, but genuine happiness.
And the entries nowadays?
Emo, the one word I can use to describe.

I miss the old me.
The me that always had a smile on my face no matter what happens.
The me that could roll on floor laughing outta nowhere for no reason at all.
I miss those carefree days.
Those days without any dramas, any problems.

Not like I don't smile or laugh anymore,
but I realize I tend to zone out a lot nowadays.
Always in deep thoughts, always in my own world.
And smile and laugh a lot less.
Especially when I'm alone.

I can't stand being alone nowadays.
I feel so insecure. I feel so empty.
I used to be so independent.
I used to be able to control myself.
But now, I feel like I'm too fragile. As if I'd break anytime.
As if even the deafening silence around me when I'm alone could break me.
And I hate this feeling.
I really want to be strong.
I really want to be able to stand back up on my own two feet.
Like how I used to.

I think its the process.
The process of growing up.
Falling down and picking yourself up.
It has not been easy at all.
I've been on an emotional roller coaster ride.
Sometimes I feel like I can't even get a grip of myself.
And I'm losing control. And losing all of it.

I really want the old me back.
But all these thoughts would not stop bugging me.
I know I've been thinking too much.
But I really cannot help it.
Because I can't let all these thoughts out anymore, like how I used to.
There's nobody to stop me from thinking anymore.
There's nobody to tell me what's the right thing to do.
There's nobody to guide me along the road anymore.
And I feel like I've lost my way.
And this sucks.

And worst thing is,
I have bloody hell no idea at all how to go back to the old me.
All by myself.

The main reason why I don't wanna blog anymore, is because I don't want this emotional side of me to be revealed. I want to be known as that cheerful, happy-go-lucky person. And when I blog these kinda emo posts, I get even more bitter and feel a lot worse. Cos it tends to bring me down memory lane and think of those painful memories and bring myself into that zone again. And ultimately, I don't wanna emo-fy all of you.

Good night readers and I'm really sorry.
I'm asking a for a long break from this, and I'll be back after I recover.
I promise (:

It's true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it.
But it's also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.

!@#$%^&*()

2009-07-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Just got home from Pyramid with Kor.
Actually considering closing down my blog.
Since I'm not really happy with Blogspot.
And I'm effing lazy to start another new blog.
Oh well.

What happens when
the person who stops you from crying,
is the person to make you cry?

Ahh fishing emo now.
Bye.

Loh Shee Fuuun

2009-07-09T21:34:00.001+08:00

Another July baby,
another, brother from another mother (:

Presenting,
JEREMY LOH PNG SHENG!
(Haha Jer, remember how I used to always spell it as P'ng and you got fed up telling me the right spelling for a million times? :D)

Poser weih, to the max!

Wooh, how fast time flies man. We've been friends for four years already Jeremy! I know, we might not have been the closest pair of friends, what more, now with both of us different classes and all. Not to mention all those chaos happening around us (haha you get what I mean), I'm so glad we still have that unbreakable bond between both of us, brader! I really appreciate you being so supportive of me and believing in me all these while, Jeremy, cos I know its really tough for you to stand strong and not be influenced by what the others say and not give in to peer pressure! HAHA ;D (inside joke!) I can't help but wonder sometimes, if only Justin and Daniel were still here with us, it would have been so awesome!

But bro, no matter what,
it's been really, really great knowing you (:

Happy Seventeenth Birthday,
Strawberemy (:

Have a wonderful birthday,
and you know I love you, Loh Mai Kai!
I know you love me too, but of course!

Suckaaa!

2009-07-05T19:15:00.006+08:00

Riz, my blog getting boring?
Look at yours man HAHA! ;D

Or was it just a way,
to make sure I don't forget your existence and,
YOUR BIRTHDAY?

Jeng jeng jeeeng.
Maksud tersirat eh, you bitch!
Bet you've been missing me loads.
Been a gazillion years since I talked to you!
Haha got loads to tell you about,
hope we can find time soon.

So anywaaaaaay,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY,
MOHD RIZAL BIN RAMZAN!

Oh gosh, exactly one year ago.
Man, you've grown!

As mischievous as always.
Happy birthday, best friend (:

Thank you for everything,
and you know that I really mean, EVERYTHING.
Eh don't you still owe me lunch or something?!
And gosh, A RIDE!
What a promise =.= hahaha!

Eh want your bday pressie? Don't you think I'll pass it to redza to pass to you, dumbo! Too bad, you gotta come see me and gimme ten good reasons why you should get a birthday present from me! Get ready for that bwahahaha!

This picture has its meaning dei ;)

See ya around, brooo!
Have a blasting 18th birthday,
without me :(

Haha ciaozers!

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara

2009-07-01T21:17:00.004+08:00

Hai ho!
News from The Star Online:

Wednesday July 1, 2009

120,000 picked for next NS

BIDOR: Some 120,000 youths born in 1992 have been randomly chosen to take part in next year’s national service camp.

National Service Training Depart-ment director-general Datuk Abdul Hadi Awang Kechil said they were chosen from a pool of 500,000 youths.

“They can start checking their status at 11am today,” he said yesterday after opening a national service training at the Nilam Ehsan Camp here.

To check using SMS, type “PLKN (space) SEMAK (space) identity card number” and send to 15888. Each SMS costs 20sen.

Further details can be obtained at www.mysms.gov.my. Alternatively, one’s status can be checked at www.khidmatnegara.gov.my.

“The list of names have been uploaded,” said Hadi.

***

I'm free from it, god bless!
Haha sad case for my younger brother though, because they say usually one in each family will be selected! But who knows, its RANDOM selection lol.

Ciao yoo! :D

2009-07-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO
CRYSTAL

:D

Dramamama.

2009-06-27T17:35:00.006+08:00

Wheee (:

Yes, just got another drama solved.
Productive day it was.
I purposely canceled my outing plans.
Just so I could get over with this.
Get it done with.
I'm still hanging on.
Solving one drama after another.
One at a time.
I know I can do it.
And I know it'll be over soon.

"Another chapter of your life, closed",
haha as Livia had put it ;)

I'm sorry, but I'm not gonna describe whatever that are going on in my life in detail, here. These juicy stories are only saved for my one and only-s. Wait actually more like threes and only-s. Haha I'm sorry, BFFs come first. Chicks before dicks man!

So I shall introduce to you, the three important people in my life.
My Best Friend Forever-s.

This is the BIG friend forever.

The Boobless Friend Forever.

And last but not least,
the Betrayer Friend Forever!

We’re the kind of friends
that kill each other for a handful
of Hi-Chews and in the end we
don’t say sorry; we say,
“haha, too bad, sucka!”

We are all a little weird.
And when we find those people
whose weirdness is compatible
with ours, we join up with them,
and fall into a mutually satisfying
weirdness and call them,
our best friends.

Three.
Plus.

One.

Best friends are always there.
Whenever. Wherever. However. Forever.
That's why we're called the 3+1=4ever ;)

“Love does not begin and end
the way we seem to think it does.
Love is a battle, love is a war,
love is growing up”
~James Baldwin

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile.
Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Always put yourself in others' shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything.
They just make the most of everything comes along their way.

Daddy's back, dinner time.
Ciao yoo :D

2009-06-27T14:07:00.002+08:00

One goes, and three comes.
It's forever piling up.

I'm so tired.
So tired of dramas.

Untitled

2009-06-25T18:30:00.005+08:00

I did it.
I'm not sure whether that's absolutely right to do or not.
But I'm glad I followed my heart.
Hopefully things will turn out just fine.
Fingers crossed.

Life isn’t about waiting

for the storm to pass.

It's about learning how to

dance in the rain.

<33

BFFs!

2009-06-19T19:06:00.009+08:00

Friends are forever,
Guys are whatever (:

Because girlfriends are the people who will just stay with you,
even if the sky collapses.
Because they are the ones who make heartbreaks,
so much easier to deal with.

I'll be over it, I'll stay strong for you guys (:
Big Friend Forever,
Boobless Friend Forever and
Betrayer Friend Forever!

Hahaha we always say its funny how all the four of us have really screwed up love lives. But anyway babes, I'm very sure all of us will find just the right one for ourselves in the end. Then we can go for quadruple date HAHAHA :D

Oh well, who cares about how messed up our love lives are when we have this fcking awesome friendship. I guess its give and take, babes, we've the chunnest "friends lives", and of course the worst of the worst love lives!

Not cursing though, touchwood!

Never regret a boy

because you've learned

a lesson and you will never

make the same stupid mistake again.

Love you all, 3+1=4ever!
From your most adorable Bitch Friend Forever (:

Do the Howdown Throwdown!

2009-06-11T15:14:00.007+08:00

Boom clap, boom de clap de clap
Boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap

Pop it, lock it, polka dot it
Countrify it, Hip Hop it
Put your hawk in the sky, side to side
Jump to the left, stick it, gliiide

Zig zag, across the floor
Shuffle in diagonal
When the drums hit, hands on your hips
One foot in, one eighty twist

Zig zag, step aside
Lean it left, clap three times
Shake it out, head to toe
Throw it all together, that's how we roll!

Y'all!
Haha I'm personally not a Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus fan, but Crystal dragged me to the cinema to watch the movie. And surprisingly, it turned out great! It's still quite unbelievable that I cried like a little girl in the end of the movie. And the guy is blooody adorable. Her songs got stuck in my head since the movie and overall, it really is a sweet movie, great songs, great storyline. Very, educational, I'd say hahaha.

Don't call me childish if you think that Monsters vs Aliens is better =.= It was so freaking boooring. I couldn't wait for the movie to end and the 3D glasses were bloody heavy and annoying. I was practically laughing throughout the movie because of the girl "Susan". Her yells and screams sounded like moans. HAHAHA. I'm sorry, that was the only thing I noticed in the movie. I'm just not a cartoon person. I was forced to watch that stupid cartoon. And I swear I'm never stepping into the cinema for another cartoon, ever, ever again. THAT MOVIE, is childish.

Hannah Montana ROCKS!
hahaha, crystal ;)

17 Again is not that bad, at least. A little unexpected storyline though. Oh my god, I just realised, what's up with me and Disney man.
Hahaha whatever, call me childish but,
HANNAH MONTANA ROCKS!

Okay I know, enough of that. I'm finally home today! Haha I've been going out so much this holidays and it's been really nice of mommy to let me out without any complains. Yeah, very surprising (: I already went on a trip with my friends, had two sleepovers, shopping everyday and late night movies in cinema! Today is kinda my first day, during this holidays, of sticking my butt on the couch at home. Feels good being able to laze around at home after so long.

Got home yesterday after the sleepover at Crystal's. And Crystal followed me home =.= hahaha I know, funny right. Anyway yesterday night was surprisingly productive. We both managed to get our Add Math Project done! So one thing slashed off my holidays to-do list! And I'm actually kinda done with my Moral Project, it's just with Hugo throughout this holidays. As reference, kononnya ;)

So, I only have
*Dance Competition Proposal
*School Mag Page Design
*Undang Ceramah and Test
left to do!

I can start learning driving in approximately TWO MORE MONTHS! Super excited. So is my mom. Hahaha then I can take over all her job already. Jeng jeng jeng, I can't wait! :DD

And I just found this on YouTube, call me noob or slowpoke,
it's New Moon!
Click on the link!
The video's not as clear if I post it here. Watch it on their website, I was stunned that the quality of the video's so high.

Okie, gotta start working on my proposal.
I'm out!

Everything is deli-siousss!
:D

An Experience of a Lifetime.

2009-06-08T16:57:00.010+08:00

OH MY GOD.

Connection is being super bloody freaking gay.
Took my forever to get to this bloody page.
fiiish.

And I just realised how dull my blog layout is. Well, I'm kinda still waiting for Josef to get my layout done. Umm since beginning of the year already lol. Will get from him asap :) people busy with his girlfriend lah yeesh hahaha.

So anyway, one week of my holidays, GONE! Everything kinda went the way they were planned so yeah. Pretty good week it was, afterall :) Came home from Genting and I almost collapsed. I shall start talking since Monday, alright?

I'm hearing some weird sounds from outside my room window. Sounds like frog =.= I wish I could record it and play it here for you guys to listen. Its seriously, annoying.

Yep so Monday!
What did I do again? Right, haircut with 3+1+1. Its okay if you don't get it. It just means, Ai Crys Livia plus Amelia plus Zue. Inside joke, sorry (:

And Tuesday!
It was tuition and then movie. What movie again? Omg I think I have short term memory loss or something. I cannot remember a single thing from last week. I'm actually referring my my previous post where I posted my plans for my holidays. Oh right, Night at the Museum II, it was. Okay okay movie lah. Kahmunraaah!

Wednesdaaay...
Right umm, my previous post says "laze-around day". I think I went out with Mommy and Crystal that day. Were trying to go on prom dress hunting I think. Nope, nothing productive. Too early for prom dress hunting, you think? Nyeh don't have much time left after this. SPM frenzy coming and I've promised myself to start being serious about my studies after this holidays. Don't wanna be in a rush finding for the perfect dress last minute. So the hunt shall continue!

Thursday & Friday, Genting Day!
So this shall be a super long story. With loads and loads of pictures. Yes something that blog hoppers eg. Crystal, would love. So I sleptover at Crystal's place the night before we went up to Genting. Left for Genting after everyone gathered at Crystal's house. Met up with the guys at Gohtong Jaya during lunch. They were having CHINESEEE food while we had curraaay! Keling keling dei. Amelia & the Gossip Gang took cable car while we drove up to meet them later. Checked in, fought for rooms, blablabla and went to indoor theme park! Got tickets for a late night movie and went for kiddo rides. Super fun!

Amelia betrayed us :(
Super betrayer hahaha!

Oh yeah, not forgetting to mention the Haunted House. Bloody hell, the guys were such cowards weih! Haha still can't stop laughing to myself thinking about it. We were all hesitating at the entrance of the Haunted House, all refusing to be the first to step in. And the embarrassing thing was, Crystal and I were acting macho when we were buying tickets for the Haunted House. Both of us were like, "It's okay, we'll go in FIRST!" =.= LOLOL and we chickened out when we reached the entrance. Tried very hard to push Song in as the first one, but he was just as timid. HAHAHA SONG LING COWARD!!! Not to mention myself too. And Crystal. And Zue. And everyone else lol. So in the end we were forced to walk in, so everyone grabbed everyone and we walked through the house yelling and screaming, pushing and laughing like a bunch of retards. The group photo they took for us is beautiful. Loved it. Only have the hard copy though so sorray wahaha ;) Walked around after that and took pictures!

Then later after the kiddo rides, the group separated. Half of us went rock climbing and I don't know where the other half went. Rock climbing was loads of fun! You've just got to be there hahaha. I've got pictures though, no worries! So then later we met up with the rest at the restaurant for dinner. Dinner was indescribably awesome. Sharks' fins and abalone for everyone! Poor thing Yeeleng, she couldn't find any sharks' fins in her soup lol. Talked and laughed like nobody's business, until everyone in the restaurant was staring at our group of twelve. Well, pretty normal thing for us though. I mean, people ALWAYS stare at us. Popular what, kan? HAHAHA faris, I missed you lah dei! More people would've stared if you had came along hahaha!

Song and I!

Wooh, Crystal and Zue competing!

Song won, almost reaching the top.

While I decided to tie my hair first hahaha :D

Try again!
The only way for Captain Studious is UP UP UP!

And we found this billboard =.=
Hilarious man.

That's WeiLi, being excited hahaha.

And that's Hugo, with the super long
legsANDhandsANDbodyANDeverything =.=

And last but not least NAGUSHA!
SNOWBALL couldn't go up!
Too much fats la Keling Kia hahaha!
Kidding dei :D

The Rock Climbers, baybeh!

So we all went back to chill at our rooms after dinner. I showered and I don't know what the rest did. It was chaotic since our rooms were connected lol. Then we took the outdoor route to the cinema in First World. We stayed in Highland Hotel btw, credits to superbitch, Amelia Neoh hahaha! Movie started at 11pm and ended at bout 1am. Everyone hated it. But Crys Zue Hugo Song and I actually think it's not so bad. Cool storyline for us though. Its ICAC btw, I Corrupt All Cops, talking bout the corruption of cops in Hong Kong and blablabla. Super chunted actors in the movie. Nagusha couldn't understand a single thing hahaha, I'm laughing by myself now thinking bout it. Freaking hilarious. An Indian watching a Hong Kong movie, and all he could understand was a joke which he doesn't even understand why was it so funny. Kesian dei.

Walking outside, with the crazy cold wind.
Everyone was freezing.

Except this two retarded ones :)

Haha anyway we all chilled at Old Town after that, talked and drank. White coffee :D haha the guys had beer though. Left the place at about 3 or 4 in the morning. Walked back and everyone KO-ed. Crystal and I couldn't sleep, thanks to the white coffee we gulped down our throats. Crashed the guys' room. Played Double-O-Seven and drew retarded stuff on each other's faces. Surrendered at 630am so we both went back to our rooms and slept. Crystal KO-ed right away while I tossed and turned right until 8am, when we all had to wake up already =.= I swear that was the most torturing and longest one and a half hours in my LIFE, gosh.

The two Indians, playing some Indian game.
HAHAHA :D

Spot Si Ching ;)

Yep so there goes the first day in Genting. Woke up at 8am the next day, feeling like a zombie. Only half the group went down for breakfast and then to the Outdoor Theme Park while the rest (the Gossip Group) went for the Branded Stock Clearance Sale. So it was Crystal Zue Livia Nagu WeiLi Hugo Song and I playing like small kids lol. Queues were crazy long, since it was a Friday. But we had tons of fun, definitely, and I sapu-ed all the pictures taken when we went on the rides. Haha go kart was fun! But corkscrew wasn't open, unfortunately. Killed my mood, that was like my main reason going up to Genting after 5 years man. Then Hugo had to leave early while the rest of us continued playing, fighting with the kids like some super childish adults. Hahaha left Genting with Zue parents in the evening, went for dinner together with the others, and was dropped home after that. Came home, showered and KO-ed in my big comfy bed right away!

Rainbow cardigan. Rainbow shoelaces :D
I lovelovelove!

I think I camouflaged with the background lol.

In Beryl's Chocolate House!

Queueing up for Cyclone (:

Merry go round round round.

You spin my head right round right round.

Yep so that was Genting! Although it wasn't really a class trip, and the official class trip to Langkawi/Club Med was cancelled in the end, I wouldn't say that my hard work in planning had totally gone to waste. I had the time of my life in Genting, and those were definitely memories that I'll treasure for the rest of my life. The most unforgettable trip in my final year of high school, spent with the most awesome friends that I have. All the plannings and frustrations was worth it, just to have two full days of laughter and fun with you people. Although things didn't exactly turned out the way I first planned, but I'm happy with what we did in the end.

Thank you everyone.
Nagusha, for bearing all those racist jokes we cracked on you.
Wei Li, for being able to understand my side of story since the beginning.
Yee Leng, for the bitchiest and juiciest gossips you bitchily shared with us.
Charmaine, for shouting in the most adorable way the whole way through.
Rina, for waking everyone up on the second day, tough job it was haha.
Zue Yi, for being the bitch you are (:
Livia, for finally being able to join us lolol.
Song Ling, for supporting me in planning a TRIP since the start.
Hugo, for lending the shoulder and pelvic and bearing with all my nonsense.
Crystal, for every every everything, I don't have to list it out right, bitch? Haha.

And last but not least, superbitch, Amelia!
For making all of these possible with me. The free rooms and the half free dinner darl :)

I love you people.

Thanks, so much, for the memories (:

Ok so ciao guys, I've been working on this post since 5pm.
For your sake, Crystal!

Mwah, loves.

Bye Genting!
Thank YOU too!

Daniel Rocks!

2009-06-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

I CUT MY HAIIIR!!!!!

And really loving it :D

It's not much of a difference though, I guess. Well that's what the others said. But I personally think that it's different. Wahaha. Got it straightened and changed my parting and trimmed the back. Long long looong process it was.

Mom brought me to the salon at 1130 along with Crystal Amelia and Livia. Yep we all did our hair together! Well except for Livia, she just got it washed and blew dry. Zue and Co. came and join us later so both our mama's went for lunch and shopping together while the three of us got tortured in the salon. Oh Livia and Zue went on a food hunt for us, since the three of us were trapped at the friggin salon for 438597298357 hours.

Rebonding took forever, especially for me, cos my hair's like bloooooooody long AND thick. Trust me, its longer than the Penang Bridge =.= haha the hairstylist had to squat down to cut my hair. We were all done at bout 5, and are all FREAKING SATISFIED with our new hair :D

Especially Crystal ;)
This is what everyone said bout Crystal's hair.

"Woah, Daniel (hairstylist) can do WONDERS!"
-- Leong Zue Yi

"See Crystal, just now you came in you were like JUNGLEWOMAN, now you look so different!"
-- Hairstylist, Daniel

This is what everybody said bout MY hair!

"Woah, it's really rare to see someone's hair so long, so silky, after rebonding,"
-- Daniel

"Woah Zhe, ants will slide down if they climb on your hair weih!"
-- Jean

"Eh your hair... quite cool ah,"
-- Kor

And it's really rare to get my ELDER BROTHER to compliment me :D Mwahaha, yes I am THAT satisfied. I'm talking to Crystal on Skype, and BLOODY HELL, she looks freaking different. Well you'll get what I mean when you see her.

I'm gonna gooo.
TV time peeps.
And Crystal just pissed me off.

HAHAHAHA!

2009-05-31T20:50:00.004+08:00

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me

♥ ♥ ♥

Lovin' You Long Time.

2009-05-31T17:34:00.014+08:00

Oh my god.

Connection is being crazy retarded.

Was really in the mood to blog earlier but the connection killed it, totally. So blame the stupid router I've changed for 1974829034560 times.

Cut hair tomorrow!
Tuition and movie on Tues!
Laze around on Wed!
Genting on Thurs and Fri!
ASEAN Selection Test on Sat and Sun!

And there goes one whole week of my holidays =.=

Other than those, I still need to
* attend Undang Ceramah
* get school mag page design done
* get Add Math Proj done
* finish up Moral Proj
* draft our Dance Competition proposal
* and off to Singapore to shopshopshop!

I hope I have enough time for all those.

Oh and btw Five Gamma,
if you guys are reading this by any chance, I'm informed that we are performing our drama again during the Trinity College Elocution Competition Finals, so yeah, we're dead, we don't have any choice. LOL I don't even know where the script is.

Haha that reminds me! I've some pictures from Drama Finals! I know, long time since I really blogged proper stuff like this right. And pictures. Omg man. If only blogspot was like xanga, when you can upload like 30 pictures at once, I really would be blogging a lot more often. Sorry haha :D

Gamma Drama (:

Cast of The Untold Story of Snow White;
And Snow White Returns!

Alamak linking linking the vids and I got caught up watching them all over again. Hahaha anyhoos, Green House Party was AWESOME that day! To those who missed it, awh man, you really shouldn't have :)

Lok Lok! Our dinner that night :D

GREENAGER!

Capt and Vice Capt y'all!

Secretariesss. HAHA NERDS!
Love you sayangs!

GREEN POWER!

Zerooo;

One.

Two!

Three.

Four...

And five!
Amanda's lala poses! =.=

There you go, the group photo I love most (:

Champagne!

Haha no lah, it was just GREEN apple sparkling juice :P

The first two who got thrown into the pool =.=
lol, obviously haha.

Janette's surprise!
Happy Birthday darling!
Bon Voyage, take care in UK! You know we'll miss you (:

Mah hunks man!

Wohoho, SURPRISE!

Special trophy:

Team With Most Spirited Members

GREEN HOUSE 2009

We beat with one heart,
We strive for one goal!

To those who made it on Friday, thanks A LOT for coming, really. Haha attendance was just as expected though (; The lok lok van was just nice for everybody. Everything got sapu-ed in the end! We totally emptied the van man LOL. And I really hope every single one of you enjoyed yourself just as I did! I had the time of my life, with you guys, Greenagers! That was my first and last ever Green House Party, and you guys totally rocked it! Even all the other houses' captains agree, RIGHT FARIS? ;) HAHAHA!

Got back home near 12 that night and received a text from Malvin that says:
Ai Lin, thank you for the party! I really enjoyed myself :) I will never forget that moment of a lifetime!
Awh malv, that meant EVERYTHING to me. You're most welcome and you know I love you!
And that goes to every single one of you who attended the party! Thanks for everything darlings!
Once A Green, Forever A Green!
And I'm saying that loud and proud!

Okay I know the my non Green readers are getting bored of my greencrap. Haha sorry guys, to make it up to you, I've a hilarious video to show you guys that I found on YouTube with Crystal that day. And Zue loves it :D

PORNOOO!
Haha we enjoyed it very much,
so watch, How Not To Kiss!

Yeah so anyway, back to the topic! (Got carried away again =.=) It was my last Charity Dinner yesterday! Woah big deal. Haha was called up to be the emcee last minute, but it was only for the front part when I only missed ONE dish, so well, I agreed to it. It was fun though. But Caprice was =.= grand entrance huh?! Please stop making my life so complicated.

Okay sorry DIYANA, I'll stop right there. Haha I'm sorry I just can't control. And anyway babe, just so you know, I agreed to being the emcee for YOU kay. Just because its YOU, I agreed to it even though it was last minute. I didn't want all your hard work to be ruined like that (: I know you love me! Haha LEE HOM!

Anyways, oh my god.
Yeah after I handed my mic over to Caprice, I could finally sit down and EAT! Was bloody hungry so I sapu-ed the fish and prawn when almost the whole table of people were gone. Yay which meant more food for me! So it was just Crystal, Hugo and I sitting and finishing up the food. WHAT, the Africans are dying okay?! Yep then my little dress almost exploded thanks to my big mouth, so I just stoned. Wasn't in the mood to take pictures at all, so yeah. Stoned and bitched about people with Hong and John. And Hugo was forced to join us. Haha in the end got up and decided to walk around to digest my food before my dress exploded. And everyone came up and started taking pictures, so yeah, camwhore session it was!

Pictures another time la kay. Haven't transferred them and there's like TONS of them so I'm really lazy. Thanks to Crystal who couldn't stop stalking Hugo with my camera =.= Haha then it was lucky draw session, which I wasn't very lucky in, and then dance floor opened! JAI HO! Haha couldn't stop wiping my sweat on Hugo, so yeah. Muahaha thank youuu Lok Yi! And Song taught us some sexy dance moves which were really retarded. And 15 mins before midnight, I left with Crys and Zue. Were supposed to go to Petaling Street for Hokkien Mee! But bloody hell, my dress was really gonna explode already. Haha so I was dropped home. Chit chatted with mom for almost an hour before I showered. Then shower, and talked to Crystal on the phone cos we both totally didn't feel like sleeping. Later Crystal KO-ed and just the right timing, Seng Giap called. He didn't allow me to sleep just because he couldn't sleep so in the end, game over at 5-ish. Wooh, long story that was.

So imma ciao!
A really long post after a really long time, finally.
Haha Hong and John ah, you both happy now? :D

Okay so tata!
Mwah, loadsa love!

2009-05-23T18:32:00.001+08:00

ATTENTION
ALL GREENAGERS!

You Are Cordially Invited to
Green House Celebration Party

at
USJ 6 Indera Subang Condominium,
Swimming Pool
(Wei Li slash Chee Ming's Condo! Refer to map below! )

on
Friday,
29th of May 2009

from
5.00 to 10.00pm
(or later)

Dress Code: Going Green!

Please be informed that you are going to be thrown into the pool no matter what, so please bring extra change of clothes or if you prefer, you can also come in your bikinis and trunks LOL. Food, is definitely provided, so just come over and have fun, FOR FREE! Tell your friends, and spread the words to all Greenagers! Your cooperation is very much appreciated!

Party location:
(from Stadium MPSJ, USJ 5 at the left side of the map,
to Indera Subang Condominium at the top right corner of the map)

Click to enlarge!

So let the GREEN times roll baybeh!

:D

2009-05-23T18:29:00.001+08:00

I waaant!

Adam Lambert (:

2009-05-22T15:45:00.004+08:00

You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier.

Heya!
I'm in such a lovey dovey mood now =.=
Not a good thing actually. Makes me think of nonsense.
Have been listening to Taylor Swift since forever, watched You Belong With Me for a million times. Stupid video, its so niiice until it makes my mind wander off and unable to concentrate on SEJARAH. Thinking of how to cut my hair during the holidays, what to wear to Green House Party and how to do my hair for Charity Dinner. Can't wait for exams to be over. Anyway it doesn't even feel like exams to me, honestly. Have no idea why the mood's not here.

Anyways, things have been quite rough for me nowadays. Still busy, still have loads to do. Despite that, I can never stop thinking of things I'm not supposed to be thinking. Its so annoying. Leaves me hanging all the time. But kinda enjoying the process too I guess. I don't even know what the hell I'm talking about, so forget it.

I need to sleep. Like a really, really long deep sleep.
Say, for one full day? Lol.
Just to give my mind and body a break.

Okie doks, I shall now ciao.
Byeee (:

eat shiat!

AilinFanClub eh? ;D

2009-05-11T18:25:00.011+08:00

Yep, I've learned my lesson.
Sometimes, volunteering isn't really a good thing to do after all.
And it really sucks, if all that you've done is neither being appreciated nor respected. Well, like so whatever, I know there's still a bunch of crazy retards who have got my back and are ready to back me up no matter what. Doing things for these people, no matter how much, I know it's worth it. Cos that smile on their faces, that one expression of gratitude or that one "thank you" in the end of the day, means everything to me. At least I know that I'm being appreciated. At least I know that I exist. And that's what makes the effort all worth it.

Anything for you guys, really.
And I know you guys are reading this, so thanks for everything (:

Love y'all, my retarded fans!

&& with our friendship
comes one guarantee:
whatever happens to you,
happens to me.

SOOOOO!!!

LANGKAWIII,
HERE WE COMEEE!
(:

Musicman!

2009-05-03T16:48:00.001+08:00

LEE HOM ROCKS!
I LOVE HIS HAIR!
I LOVE LEE HOM!

Hooo yeng ahhh :D

MayDay!

2009-05-01T18:42:00.004+08:00

Yo Greens!
Haha just a short one, just wanted to show you guys something ;)

One thing i realized..
For a change, the other houses
were actually scared of Green.
Pretty amazing; considering the fact
Green has been far behind
for the past couple of years.
- Quote Foo Jean-Ni
www.fooshizzle.blogspot.com

So I just felt like saying this,

Don't be upset Greens,
I know we've lost,
But we've lost, with pride (:

Because even the biggest failure,
beats the hell outta never trying.

We've earned something far more valuable than being the champions.
Far more priceless.
We've earned respect.
Yes, we earned that.

A quitter never wins and,
a winner never quits.

And bloody hell, we're definitely ONE HUGE BUNCH of winners! :D
GreenHouseAfterParty coming soon, stay tuned!

iloveyoupeople!
Ciao ciao!

G for Glory!

2009-04-27T19:22:00.002+08:00

So there goes my last Sports Day.

To every single Greenager,
Thank you so so much. I don't really know what to say other than thank you. You guys seriously rocked my very last Sports Day. You guys are so amazing its beyond what words can describe, and I've truly learned so much, from all of you. I am so proud, so so proud of you people. We did not give up, we did not give in, and we fought until the very last moment. That's what sports is really all about. It's not whether you are the champion, it's whether or not you have the strength to keep hoping, to keep fighting no matter how many times you fall. Not everyone has the courage and strength. But I saw that, in you and me, and all of us.

I am so thankful for being given a chance to go through these four most unforgettable months with all of you. I am truly the luckiest person on earth, to had been a part of this, and given a chance to lead all of you in my final year of high school. It's been such a beautiful chance for me, to be the Vice Captain of Green House, to have the best members, to be in the best team. I know that, what we achieved, we had achieved it TOGETHER. And thus, I am not even a tad bit ashamed of the results. We gave our best and there's nothing to regret. I'd shout it out, loud and proud, to the whole wide world, I LOVE GREEN if I could. All these wouldn't have been possible without you guys. So many times I felt like just giving up, but it was you people who made me stand so strong, beyond my limits, that even I can't believe I could do it myself.

Those wonderful, beautiful memories we've created together; those laughter, tears and sweat we shared; I'd never trade them for anything in this world. It was tough, no doubt, but I'm glad we managed to conquer it all, and walk out of this hand in hand in the end of the day. Don't be upset about the results, seriously. Because you see, the trophy will be given back to the school in the end of the day, what stay are those memories, those friendship and those bonds we've created. It's the best experience, ever, and I had the time of my life. Thank you so much for never giving up on me, thank you so much for having faith in me. I'll never forget this for the rest of my life.

I'll miss all of you.

Loads of love,
Your Vice Captain.

2009-04-27T11:57:00.000+08:00

I miss you. So bad.

I <33 Green

2009-04-22T20:02:00.003+08:00

Hey all (:

All these just suddenly occur to me so I'll just let all my thoughts flood this post today. This week's been really tough, one of the toughest moment in my life, one of the most unforgettable moment. I've been facing challenges, every second, every minute that I don't even have the time to stop and take a few deep breaths. Time's passing so fast and I've just come to realize that this is the last few days of sports in my entire life. It's insane.

Well Greens,
We all started off really good. Being second placing at the beginning of this tough competition had made a mark in all of us; the members, the committee and most of all, the teachers. Green had been so weak for the past few years, and this year, it feels like we're bouncing back up. I know, we've already lost our second placing to the Reds and we were then third, but Blue was really close behind us. For NOW, after PreSports, I think they might have caught up with us already.

But Greens, I just want you to know that we cannot lose hope right now. Don't give up, don't. And I am sure we'll be able to catch up again, if we try our very best. But even if we can't, in the end of the day, it's not about the results. It all comes down to the journey, how we started off, how high we soared, how much effort we put in, how hard we tried, how we all went through the ups and downs, together, hand-in-hand. Tears are rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably right now as I'm typing this. I still remember those moments, those pictures; our first Sports Practice in the Tennis Court, our first committee meeting in 5 Gamma, our Valentine's Day spent together in MPSJ, our victory during the Lake Run, our painting sessions during the holidays, our gotong-royong cleaning up the green splash at the corridor, our not-so-long ago Cross Country and definitely, our Pre Sports Finals.

We've gone through those victorious moments together, we've helped each other up each time someone falls, we've shared laughter, tears and sweat together, and ultimately, we've all been in this, TOGETHER. We've grown, learned and walked through life for four whole months altogether. We've made new friends and learned new things. We've all given our very best and this year is definitely the BEST sports year ever. The past few days had been so stressful and frustrating for me, because I had been focusing so much on the destination that I have forgotten to enjoy the journey. And I'm lucky to have realized this now, and these coming few days are going to be moments that I will cherish for the rest of my life. We've put up a great fight, Greens, and we've tried our best. So there's is nothing to regret and there's nothing to be ashamed of. I'm still proud no matter the results, because I know, even the BIGGEST FAILURE beats the hell out of never trying. And remember, it's not whether you win or lose, it's how you stand back up on your own two feet each time you fall. Each time you fall, wipe your tears, clean the mess, stand back up and keep trying. Don't give up now, we've come a long way, why not just a few more days?! We cannot let the teachers down, they have really high hopes on us, so let us at least strive till the last moment and EVEN IF we lose, we lose with pride. They'd still be very proud of us. Because, we've created history TOGETHER, Greenagers. I AM SO PROUD TO BE GREEN.

Thank you Greens,
Thank you my friends,
for one of life's greatest lessons.

SO LET'S NOT MAKE IT FIVE GUYS!
THERE ARE MORE EVENTS COMING UP AND
WE WILL ALL BREAK THE CURSE!
KEEP FIGHTING AND DON'T DON'T DON'T GIVE IN!

WE BEAT WITH ONE HEART
WE STRIVE FOR ONE GOAL
*dup dup*

Hahahaha I lovelovelovelovelove all of you! (:

Never give in greens!

2009-04-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

IT'S OKAY GREEN HOUSE! DON'T LOSE HOPE! WE'LL KEEP FIGHTING NO MATTER WHAT!

I believe that we can do this, greens! We'll catch up n we'll prove to the rest that we're not the losers! Keep trying n don't give up! I know today was quite a bad day for us but its alright, tomorrow will be a far better day! Cmon green hse, lets fight! Watch out everybody, here's green power baby!

*power button switched on!*

WHAT HOUSE IS NOT GONNA GIVE UP?!
GREEEEEEEEN!

leongzueyi.

2009-04-16T20:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN
LEONG ZUE YI :D

Thanks for the awesome party, you know I love you bitch!

My number one fan,
my number one bitch (:

AND AND Green House!
We're doing really well and keep up the good work everyone! One more week till we're number one! AWESOMEEE ;D I love love love all of youuu!

Ciaozers, mwah!

GammaDramaaa (:

2009-04-08T19:11:00.002+08:00

Salagadoola bechikaboola bibidee bobidee boo :D
SNOW WHITE RETURNS!
And fiiiuuuh, we grabbed the Challenge Trophy and flew awayyy!

Yes yes yes baby,
GAMMA DRAMA'S THE CHAMPION
OF DRAMA COMPETITION 2009!!!

Wheeeee! At least my staying up until 3am to type the script and staying back in school till 8pm didn't go to waste. Gamma power baybeh!

I AM NOT SNOWBALL,
I AM DRAGONBALL!!!
Abu-get!

Wahahaha okay enough with that shit. I'm gonna bounce. Just wanted to post a short one. I'll be super busy for the rest of the month so I don't promise anymore updates until after Sports Day. So tata, take caaare!

Someone you know, you claimed that you've known me for such a long time and see that I've changed so much. If you really are a true friend of mine, why don't you have the guts to let me know what you think of me right in front of my face? Why do things like these behind my back? No, I am not doing all these for fame and what shit. I'm just doing my best, and what I think is right. I just want to make the most out of my life, and how is that your business anyway. Well, I'm unlike you, wasting your life doing lifeless things like insulting people at their blogs. AND I REALLY THINK YOU SHOULD FIND OUT WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED BEFORE YOU ACCUSE ME OF THINGS I DID NOT DO. IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE REAL STORY THEN YOU SHOULD REALLY JUST SHUT UP. WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME? HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN MY SHOES? DO YOU KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I'M GOING THROUGH? I'm not going to waste my time to explain to you everything that happened, because I've seriously got better things to do in life. I've had enough and I'm just going to carry on with my life. All the posts and recognition that I'm getting today, they didn't just come my way. I worked my way up. So prove to me that you're more capable than me before telling me what to do.

Anyway, I doubt you can do anything. You don't even have the balls to reveal yourself la please, and you want to tell me that I'm wrong?! What friend, you call yourself. Someone I know? What a retarded name.

I really don't mean to insult you but remember my favourite quote, long time friend? BE WHO YOU WANNA BE AND DO WHAT YOU WANNA DO. BECAUSE THOSE WHO MATTER DON'T MIND, AND THOSE WHO MIND DON'T MATTER.

And that just means that you don't fcking matter, if you didn't get it (:

Special thanks to,
Crys Zue Farinho Alvin Zal Choongzy Sam Zen Perky Kelv Gab,
and all those who've always been by my side.
I feel so loved! And you guys know I love you all even more (:

Not forgetting Someone You Know too.
YOU RAWWWK! :D

Last Lake Run (:

2009-04-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

GREENAGERSSS!
WE ROCKED SOCKS DARLINGSSS!

opochotmammamiamothercelakawahahamakcikbeautiful
WE WERE SO DAMN EFFING AWESOME! I seriously don't know what words I can use to describe how awesome we all did, so feel free to insert your own bombastic words :D

Although we did not manage to hit our target, but one thing I am extremely proud of Green House is that we at least tried our very very best. I'm honestly really satisfied with how close we actually are to our target. It was the best lake run, ever. Best LAST lake run for me (:

Greenagers, you guys seriously have no idea how proud and touched I really am. I saw it. I saw the spirit, I saw the effort, I saw the unity and I finally finally, saw the results. The moment I announced the amount of qualifiers we have after we were done with our lake run yesterday, the cheer was SO loud. The way everybody cheered, the happy faces everybody had, and the genuine feeling of pride are things I will never forget, for the rest of my life. That time of cheer is still replaying again and again in my head. We've finally done it. The first big step towards our one common goal. We've broke the curse. Green will not be last, again. I know it, and I can already see it.

What we achieved yesterday truly proved to me that my efforts aren't going down the drain just like that. Attendance was perfect and every single Greenager was dressed in full PE attire. Everybody was ready for the one big day for Green House. I am so very proud to say that we really did give the best of our ability, altogether, and hand in hand, we're all striving to bring pride back to Green House. That scene where EVERY SINGLE Green House member crowded near the track and clapped to cheer those Class Three Girls can never stop replaying in my mind. That showed me truly how united we really are and how much togetherness we all share.

I am truly, very proud to say that I belong to Green House.
ILOVEGREEN.

WHAT HOUSE IS GONNA WIN?!
GREEN HOUSE!

Across all boundaries,
We beat with one heart,
We strive for one goal.

Attention to Green.

2009-03-25T23:12:00.004+08:00

Greenagers, this is what I'm talking about. I just want you guys to try your best, tell me, is that really asking for too much? I am trying my best. Although there are moments I feel like just giving up already looking at guys feeling so demotivated. Think about it, its not easy to be in my position, guys. How would you feel, if you put so much effort into something and everybody else just don't seem to give a shit? It sucks you know. I really want to win, and I know we can do this. Its really just whether we WANT to or not. I want to, real badly, how about you? You'll never know how unbearable the pressure is, when you are the only one having to handle everything, and having to be high-spirited so that the others will also follow, when everybody else just don't simply give a damn. It's as if the whole house responsibilities are on my shoulders, and ONLY mine. And I am the one to have to stand strong, knowing that if I collapse, the house will also crumble into pieces. But sometimes, its really hard to continue standing strong, when you have to hold on to something so heavy, alone.

Please, green house, I need your help.
I'm already pleading, what more do you want?

Miracle.

2009-03-25T18:59:00.007+08:00

The four-leaf clover is an uncommon variation of the common, three-leaved clover. According to tradition, such leaves bring good luck to their finders, especially if found accidentally. According to legend, each leaflet represents something: the first is for hope, the second is for faith, the third is for love, and the fourth is for luck.

It is estimated that there are about 10,000 regular three-leaf clovers for every, lucky, four-leaf clover.

And I just realized I've been having one all along.
You, already are my four-leaf clover lah dong.
But you, are one in a million million.
My one lucky charm :)

Suspense weih.

2009-03-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Ahhhahahaha. HOOO STRESS AHHH! I can't wait till green house finishes the qualifying run. This feeling is scarier than anything. Not knowing the results, not knowing what's gonna happen. May Buddha bless!

GREENAGERS! We beat with one heart, we strive for one goal! :D

The Northern Lonely Hemisphere.

2009-03-21T19:04:00.005+08:00

用我的晚安陪你吃早餐
记得把想念存进扑满
我望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢
别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管
别怕我们在地球的两端
看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到你面前
要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

Yong wo de wan an pei ni
Chi zhao can
Ji de ba xiang nian
Chun zai pu man
Wo wang zhe man tian xing zai shan
Ting niu lang dui zhe nu shuo yao yong gan
Bei pa wo men zai di qiu de liang duan
Kan wo de wen hou
Qi zhe mo tan
Fei yong guang shu fei dao
Ni mian qian
Yao ni neng kan dao shi zi xing you bei ji xing zhou ban
Sao le wo de shou bei dang zhen tou
Ni xi bu xi guan
Ni de wang shu jing wang bu dao wo bei ban qiu de gu dan
Tai ping yang de chao shui gen zhe di qiu lai hui xuan zhuan
Wo hui nai xin de deng
Sui shi huan ying ni kao an
Sao le wo de huai bao dang nuan nu
Ni xi bu xi guan
E gei ni zhao pian kan bu dao wo bei ban qiu de gu dan
Shi jie zai da liang ke zhen xin jiu neng
Hu xiang qu nuan
Xiang nian bu hui tou lan
Wo de meng tong tong ge ni bao guan

Awesome song <33

SAVE MAMA EARTH!
Tata peeps :D

Life lessons to be learnt (:

NS takes my friend away.

2009-03-18T23:47:00.006+08:00

aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@

kajdhsuhdfsdjfoiuvwotoiwfghfshdfdsnkacmslkajsdfljcrmwerjwogmcslkgfmsd,fax;kdl
/fx,eruwapti;rk,wgeuthgkjsfgvlkjwniuwntiouwyntwcntiwhksbsougnw598tw56u9re
uftiwerngjcnvewurtpweurtojncgmclfaslfjmslhdtyor;atlkdcmv.fjlshoreitajwrdl;sa,dkmsi;
omgomgomomgomgomogmogmomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

this feeling sucks man. Damned emo now.
I miss Rizaaal Ramzaaan! Stupid donkey kong.

YEEEEEW HUUUUUNG!!!
I miss you sososososososososososo much :(
You go NS, then i call whooo you tell me! Nobody wanna layan me late at night, early in the morning or middle of the day anymoooore. Now i damn emo wanna call people also dont know who the hell i can call. You're obviously out now cos u're leaving tmr already and Rizal also dont know pergi mana la dia. I HATE NS. Make sure u miss me and call me whenever u do ok! Since i cant call you :(

AiiMissYew bro!

nssuckssuckssucks!
BYE.

10.48pm

2009-03-16T22:44:00.003+08:00

The heart feels things the eyes cannot see,
and knows things the mind cannot understand.

ILOVEGREENHOUSE <33

One Million Things, One Same Time.

2009-03-09T22:26:00.006+08:00

Omg people I am so sorry. I know I haven't been updating but I've been really caught up with life and all, so please forgive me alright? I promise I'll update as soon as I can, which probably means after Sports Day or something. Meanwhile, wish me luck with all that I'm facing right now. Life is so full of dramas. And I already have so many things to deal with, these people who really have nothing to better to do in life just have to give me more work and trouble. Please, get a life. Life is short, so make the most outta it, don't waste your time doing pointless, useless, dumb things, seriously (:

I've got loads to deal with, all at ONE time. I've been racing with time and so far I'm still able to cope, which is one thing I'm proud of. But I have not regretted any decision I've made, as I know I really am making my final year of high school an awesome one. So c'mon guys, snap outta those things that bring no benefit to you. Its time for a change. And just fyi, I really did work very hard for all these that I'm getting today, they didn't just come my way. And most importantly, I still AM working very hard. I'm sorry if I've offended you in any way, intentionally or unintentionally. But bear in mind that, I'm also a human and I'm also living for the the first time, so I'm totally free to make any mistakes. But ultimately, I'm learning from them.

So thank you for teaching me life lessons, all of you :)

Xoxo, leawailin.

And psssst!
LETS GO GREEN
WITH GREEN HOUSE!

BE A PART OF
EARTH HOUR 2009!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkq7Zady4IQ

Chaotic

2009-02-21T17:33:00.004+08:00

Rushing and racing 
and running in circles
Moving so fast,
I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere  

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic 
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
I'm falling apart  

Save me
Somebody take my hand
and lead me 
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by 
Just show me how 
'Cause I'm ready to fall 
Slow me down 
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down  

Sometimes I fear that I might disappear
In the blur of fast forward I falter again 
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep 
I'm getting nowhere  

All that I've missed I see in the reflection 
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention 
Tired of rushing, racing and running 
I'm falling apart  

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it 
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

Wheee!

2009-02-20T20:35:00.003+08:00

Hi (:

I miss all of you!
Will be back after exams kay!

Oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
AUNTY FIONA!

The only picture with me and her inside LOL.
Both our faces also cannot see properly, so pathetic.
I love you Aunty! I'll drive you around when I get my license! <33

Yap Kwee Lan, Fa Mulan eh Crystal?
Your mom calls me ANOTHER DAUGHTER!
WAHAHA don't get jealous! :D

And obviously not forgetting,
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY
FARIS ALSREE!

Stoner face lah farisss!

DUNNO HOW TO LOOK AT THE CAMERA AH FARIS! CACAT GILER =.=

Look at his retarded facial expression. He calls that SMILING =.=
Handsome kan? Introducing my bestest classmate in the whole galaxy ;)

Aite gotta study now.
Tata, lots of love from LeawAiLin (:

Green House for life.

2009-02-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

I just wanted to say,
I am so so proud of my members.

All of Green House members, I love you guys, so so much. No matter the results, you guys are all already champions in my heart. Your enthusiasm and determination is what keeps me standing strong, leading all of you. You guys are what make this fight worthwhile. I'll keep fighting for Green House, for all of you, with all of you.

I love Green House,
I really, really do <33

Victory!

2009-02-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

Green House, thank you so very much :)

Although not many members turned up this morning but I was so satisfied. We were really productive this morning despite the weather. I feel so touched that you guys were just as enthusiastic as I was. Well in fact, you guys were MORE enthusiastic. I really appreciate your sincerity of making all of these work. You guys are so awesome, its far beyond what words can describe. I love love love all of you!

Lets keep up the good work and bring Green to victory together-gether!

My last year of being a part of Green.

P/S: Did you guys know that everybody was staring at us when we shouted VICTORY while taking this picture?! Haha but I wasn't embarrassed at all! Why should I?! I think they actually admire our spirit.
We're soaring baby! :D

Mwah, so much love to all Green House members!

Untitled.

2009-02-09T16:29:00.004+08:00

I've found out the truth.
The truth that can never be changed.
Forever.

I chose to trust you.
But I got a slap in my face today.
And I realized I was a fool.
You have been lying.
You always have been.
But I just can't bring myself to hate you.

So this is what heartbreak feels like.
Silent but deadly.

Green House is my life. I love my life :)

2009-02-07T18:59:00.004+08:00

To all Green House members who went to MPSJ for training this morning:

I want you guys to know how much we really appreciate your effort. It really means a lot to us. Words can't describe how happy we are to see so many of you turn up this morning. Our happiness was far beyond what words can describe. Each and everyone of you have made a really big difference and we are so proud of you guys. We are so proud to be in Green, to have you guys by our sides, striving with us for our one and only goal. I know, it might not be very easy, but I believe, hand in hand, we really can bring pride and glory back to Green House this year. I am so proud, that at least, we're all trying our best. I really do have faith in you people. I know, nothing is impossible. You guys are so amazing. Thank you so very much and I can't wait to see you guys on Monday again :) Monday 9th Feb; Majlis Perbandaran Subang Jaya; 8 to 10 am. See you there!

Oh and the committee members of Green House, you guys are awesome! I am so glad to know I have such great committee members to work with and I believe we can win this year, because of all of you. I totally cannot imagine Green House without you guys. Thank you for everything you guys are doing for Green House and I really, really appreciate you lending me such a HELPFUL helping hand. Green House is doing really well so far, and credits go to you guys! I heart you all lah weih ;)

Haha so yeah, it was a happy day :D
A very productive one in fact.
GO GREEN GO!

R.I.P. Puan Daisy Chua

2009-02-03T23:12:00.003+08:00

Dearest Puan Daisy,

I miss you already.

I miss your smile and laughter.
I miss your trying-to-act-strict face.
I miss you scolding me, asking me to tuck in my shirt.
I miss you scolding me, asking me not to talk when you're teaching.
I miss you glaring at me when I made noise in class.
I miss how I used to spoil the sewing machine and run to you for help.
I miss you teaching us the Lazy-Daisy stitch.
I miss staying back with you on Fridays to finish up my woodwork.
I miss how you used to help me clean my wound when I sawed my finger.
I miss how you used to help me pull the tray out of the hot oven.
I miss how you used to teach me how to break eggs.
I miss how I used to gaul and ramas flour and butter with your help.
I miss how you reminded me again and again,
to use a metal spoon to kaup dan balik my bater, Puan Daisy.

I hope you're happier now that you're in heaven, teacher.
You were so beautiful, so amazing in your own ways.
I will always remember what you had taught me.
To be a better, more disciplined young lady.
I'll never let you down, I promise.

May you rest in peace, Puan Daisy.
I love you.

CNY 2009!

2009-01-26T12:16:00.003+08:00

SAN NIN FAI LOK

GONG HEI FATT CHOI!

Happy NIUUU Year! :D

HAPPY Chinese New Year

2009-01-24T19:18:00.013+08:00

Because sometimes things just don't turn out the way you expect them to, and just when you thought you've finally found hope, everything fall into pieces all over again. How I wish all of these would disappear as soon as I wake up tomorrow morning. Its so hard to stay strong, when everything is breaking inside. Somebody tell me this is not true. Somebody tell me how to put all these to an end.

Go away, leave me alone, let this end.
Please.

With Polka Dooots :)

Copycat ;)

Xiao Fei Ying!

lALaxXxxX...

Flying without wings!

Swimming without fins? LOL.

Eiffel Tower!

RAWRRR!

Drinking water :D

Failed attempt. Pathetic gila LOL.

Give up oredi lah!
Stoner face =.=

KAME HAME HAAA!

lol totally speechless.

I can be as round as Amelia.

Or as square as Domo-kun.

Bottomline:
Life's too complicated;
sometimes the only way to stay sane is,
to go a little insane.

Ciao peeps. Wish me luck, I'll need loads :)

P.S. Oh and GONG HEI FATT CHOIII!

♥♥♥

2009-01-17T19:54:00.008+08:00

I'll miss you. I really will.
Out of sight but never, ever out of mind :)

A Letter for My Dearest Teammate, Green.

2009-01-17T01:02:00.004+08:00

Hey guys :)
I really didn't plan to blog at all today but I just read Yee Leng's blog and I think I kinda have some stuff to clear up. For the sake of myself, my friends and most of all, for this person called Green.

Dear Green,
I've read the comments you posted in Yee Leng's blog and honestly, I really appreciate you sharing a piece of your mind with us. I mean, its totally fine with me that you don't agree with the things the majority agrees to. Because I understand that different people have different kinds of opinions and thinkings.

First of all, I'm doing this post specially for you tonight is because I hope that you're not prejudiced against me. I just want to try my best to change your opinion about me and I wanna let you know that I am not what you think I am. So where should I start? Well, most importantly, I want you to know that I've NEVER thought that Yee Sam doesn't deserve to be the Captain of Green House. Yes I've cried on that day after the meeting. But do you really think you know the reason behind it? You don't know me as well as I know myself, so I don't really think its fair for you to judge me like that.

Honestly, from the start, I really wanted the Captain post so much. And that was the reason why I started posting flyers all around school to persuade the members of Green House that I am capable of leading them. Well Green, if I really was overconfident, I wouldn't have been doing all those, right? I would totally just be sitting there, thinking that I could be the Captain without even doing anything. But I wasn't overconfident, I knew that I have to assure them that I am capable of leading Green House and because I also knew that Yee Sam was a strong competitor. And maybe you don't know me that well, I am such a perfectionist that I always want to give my best in whatever I'm doing. I always prefer trying, than sitting there doing nothing. I set very high and challenging goals for myself and I always expect myself to achieve my goals. And I am a crybaby, I admit. I always cry when things don't go my way, when things don't turn out the way I expect them to be. So I always give my best shot at everything I do, just to meet my own expectation and also other people's expectation towards me. I always tell myself, this might be the once in a lifetime opportunity, so sometimes I tend to take things more seriously than other people do.

So that explains why I was so upset when I wasn't elected as the Captain. I didn't meet my own expectation, as well as others' expectations towards me. It wasn't that I thought I deserved the post better than Yee Sam, or I was a sore loser or anything. I was just really really crushed and disappointed at myself. It was totally only me and not relevant to anybody else. Because I really thought I should've gotten it, I was so foolish that I thought I was the only one who took this Captain post so seriously. But I truly did not think that Yee Sam doesn't deserve to be the Captain. And one thing is, I DID NOT ask Yee Sam to give up his post. But I don't deny that I actually DID think of that, but that was totally shit, seriously. It was just that I was so upset and my thinkings got a bit irrational. But I managed to put myself back together after that and I was so touched when Yee Sam came up to me to comfort me. He explained to me how serious he is about being the Captain and that he wants it just as bad as me. He also explained that he wouldn't have fought for the post with me if he knew I was going to cry over that matter. But I explained to him that the reason I broke down was because of myself and nothing else. And as soon as I realized the fact that I am not the ONLY ONE who's so serious about the Captain post, I realised he totally deserves the post just as much as I thought I do. And since we both have a common objective, which is to bring pride and glory back to Green House this year, its no use fighting for the post. It's totally pointless, it's just a title anyway.

I told myself "Yee Sam deserves to be the Captain just as much as I do. So since this is what the majority wants, I'll have to follow. It's no use fighting over something so pointless and Green House will not be able to win if the two most important people in the team are fighting against one another. So it doesn't matter if I can't be the Captain, I will definitely try my best to help Yee Sam, and I shall bring the best out of myself to be the best Vice Captain of Green House, ever. " So Green, I'm just like you, I believe in Yee Sam, I believe in myself and I believe in Green House. I really do. I am already working together with Yee Sam and the rest of the committee members and so far, we've got no issues at all. It's totally awesome :)

And frankly speaking, I am so thankful, from the bottom of my heart, that this happened to me. It's one of the lesson I need to learn in life and I've learnt that things don't always go your way and as much as you expect something to happen, it just won't. That's what my mom said to me. And one more thing is that, through this matter, I've realised how lucky I actually am to have so many people supporting me when I'm in the pits, and have so many wonderful friends that are always trying their best to pick up the broken pieces for me, keeping me from falling apart and standing up for me. Crystal, Livia, Amelia, Candice, Sherlyn, Yvonne, Rina, Samantha, Diyana, Zue Yi, Yee Leng, Charmaine, Hwee Wen, Vanessa, Alvin, Winston, Wei Siong, Chee Hang, Seng Giap, Zenvern, Joon Jern, Heng Hau, Faris and most importantly, Yee Sam, thank you so much guys. I love all of you to bits :)

Green, I hope this can change a little of what you think of me. Actually, I'm usually the kind that like to do what I want and be who I want to be. But I'm also very concerned when I get to know that there are people who don't really like me the way I am. I just hope that I can have more friends than enemies, you get what I mean? :) And anyway, I strongly feel that, nobody can actually say that who deserves to be this and who deserves to be that, unless you're involved in the situation. Because if you don't know exactly what's happening, then you don't have the rights to judge. Because you're not even sure the information that you're getting is right, or not. Anyway Green, it's pretty obvious that you're in the same house as I am so I guess I can say we're teammates right? I really appreciate you doing so much for Green House. I just hope that we can get along without misunderstandings and we should work with one another for our house. I want to prove to you that, I am working together with Yee Sam and the rest of the committee as the Vice Captain and I will be the BEST Vice Captain, ever. I know, you're worth my time.

Thank you for your time and patience :)

Love, Ai Lin,
Vice Captain of Green House.

Ai Lin. Green. WIN! :D

2009-01-13T16:08:00.007+08:00

ATTENTION:
House committee meeting is tomorrow!!!

Especially to all green house members, please pay full attention to this post as it concerns all of our future! Your cooperation is very much appreciated :)

The people mentioned in the pictures below sincerely need a helping hand (literally) from all of you. Trust us, trust yourself, YOU can make a difference!

Just in case you can't see what's written on the paper, read below!

GREEN HOUSE NOMINEES '09

Captain: LEAW AI LIN
Asst Capt: ALVIN THANG
Secretary: YVONNE GOH
Athletic Capt: SAMANTHA LEONG
Cheerleading Capt: SHERLYN FUNG
Asst Cheer Capt: HOR RI NA
Art Dept: MALINI, FARISHA & LEONG WEI LI
Basketball Capt: TING HENG HAU

"The future of Green House is in your hands.
VOTE FOR US!"

Yes, we promise we'll do our very best to bring pride and glory back to Green House! We are all well-prepared for the huge responsibilities, so VOTE FOR US!!!

Yellow House's propaganda:

YELLOW HOUSE '09

Captain: THYE PERK YANG
Asst Capt: NUR SYAKILA
Secretary: LIVIA HONG
Treasurer: ESTHER CHONG
Athletics Capt:
(B) HUGO NG
(G) CRYSTAL JOHN
Tug of War Capt: ZENVERN YAP
Volleyball Capt: LEE JIN YANG
Vote for us! :)

Propagating for Blue House:

BLUE HOUSE '09

Captain nominees:
WINSTON CHEW,
CANDICE TOH,
VANESSA TAN
(They're all my friends so I've to help all of them to be fair. So make a wise decision, guys!)
Athletics Capt: YEOH SENG GIAP
Basketball Capt: YAU CHEE HANG
Badminton Capt: YEW WEI SIONG

So there you go guys! We thank you for the bottom of our hearts if you could just offer us some support tomorrow!

Remember, the power is in YOUR hands.
(literally ;D)

Lots of love, Leaw Ai Lin.
CAPTAIN CAPTAIN CAPTAIN!

or you can vote for Yap Yee Sam too ;)

I never thought I'd be falling again, this hard.

2009-01-11T13:30:00.006+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH
BIRTHDAY AMELIAAA!

Goofy pictures and crazy times.
Sisters at heart and partners in crime.
3+1=4ever baby! :D

Her party was DA BOMB! I so need to get the pictures from Stonboy :) And I felt like crying when she said "This is the best birthday I've ever had, thank you so much!" Awhhh, I love you lah sayang!
I'll call you later!

And Justin, thank you again! For everything ;)
HINT HINT, you gotta thank me for being your teacher too! LOL.

Don't really feel like writing much now so I'm just gonna post up some quotes I found alright? :)

Somewhere in between
laughing for no reason,
fake arguments, long talks,
and making fun of each other;
I fell for you.

Words that are left unspoken are
exactly what needs to be heard.

For a second there,
I thought you actually
might like me.

Even when he says my name,
I feel my heart beat become abnormal.

Like a scratched CD,
Her heart skipped a beat.

Everyone has a weakness
and I so happen to have two:
His eyes and his smile :)

Just when I’m starting to get over you,
you do something like that.

I may not be a blond hair,
blue eyed girl with nice legs.
But I am a brown haired,
brown eyed girl with a kind heart.
Is that good enough for you?

There’s a time when you have
to realize fairy-tales really
don't come true.

You fall in love with
the most unexpected people
at the most unexpected times.

No matter what happens,
I'll be just fine,
as long as you are my roommate
in this place called life.

Oh my god. Everything is so messy. I'm gonna ciao.
Damned emo already.

Birthdays!

2009-01-05T22:29:00.008+08:00

Hello sayaaangs!

I just wanted to say,
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY
JUSTIN CHOONG TZEN MING!

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY
SHERYL GOH SHUE HUI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
CIK ZAFRINA!

And who's birthday is coming soon?
10th of January, I wonder whose birthday is that.
Right, Amelia Neoh Ser Wan? ;)

Anyway, Justin Choong is baaack! Oh did I say that in my previous post already? LOL anyways, Daniel already went back so yeah. It was Jus's birthday on Sunday, 4th January and he was turning seventeen already! The few of us went over to his place and prepared a surprise for him with his parents. His parents are sooo sweet! And Jus's house is crazy awesome.

Cut long story short, it was a really awesome bonding session and we all had fun to the max, despite the fact that there was absolutely nothing to do at his house. Already missing him so much. READ THAT, JUSTIN CHOONG?! And yes, your present is still on its way! Better late than never yooo! Haha and I've got pictures! But I guess you guys really have to wait for them, a long line coming up!

Check list:
- Pictures from outing with Justin and Daniel
- Pictures from sleepover at Livia's
- Pictures from Cousin's wedding
- Pictures from Justin's surprise birthday

Oh to the em gee :)

Anyhoosss, it was the first day of school today!!!
But it was boooring. I totally expected so much more. Even brought camera and food and all. Sien-ness. It was our LAST first day of school! :(

And Puipui is leaving today. Her plane to Scotland is at 2 in the morning. Hung and gang are sending her off at the airport. I'm really gonna miss her. She dropped by school today to visit and she promised to come back before my birthday this year! Yaaay :D

Okay I better go start transferring the pictures and upload them ASAP.
Love love! :D

How lucky am I to have known someone
who is so hard to say goodbye to?

Crazy phone <33

2009-01-02T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hii lovelays!

I'm totally in love with my new phone! Its awesome! I've been using it to blog these few days and today, i've discovered that i can even post pictures from my phone! How crazy is that! Haha whatever, call me noob, but this is coolness man! And and guess what, i'm logged into msn on my phone too! Already tried talking to Zue and Livia online ;) and i got lost yesterday on my way back home after the countdown at The Curve, thanks to the massive jam, but the GPS in my phone led me the way back home! Wahaha jealous yet? Sorry i just can't help it! LOL kidding babes!

Anyway, today's the first day of the whole new year! Oh btw HAPPY NEW YEAR! I had an awesome day n of course, a wonderful dinner with my loved ones. Can't be happier :) i hope u guys had a great day too!

Oh btw i watched Wild Child with Jean n it wasn't bad! Quite a good movie actually. Call me retard, but i actually cried watching it. The friendship thing going on in the movie was just so significant n heart-warming. So sweet! And Emma Roberts is just so pretty.

Aite I'm signing off! Bedtime peeps :) love ya!

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control :)

WAHAHA I LOVE MY PHONE! Good night dearies! :)

Happy 2009.

2008-12-31T01:07:00.003+08:00

Bye bye 2008, thank u for giving me this once in a lifetime opportunity to go through life experiences that totally changed my perception of life. Twas an awesome year. So full of amazing challenges and life lessons. The stepping stones into adulthood. I'm grateful for everything that happened, be it painful memories or happy moments. I've broken down a million times, but to those who's been sticking around and never giving up on me, thank you so much for trying your very best everytime to put all the broken pieces back together for me. Its been tough, but i want u guys to know that i'm still standing strong, because of all of you. I know that, as long as i have u guys, the thunderstorm will finally end one day n we can all welcome the sunshine together. I know i can do this, because u guys have faith in me. I promise i will not let you guys down. I love all of you :)

It's New Year Eve. I really wanna celebrate this new year with my family. It'd mean so much to me. 2009 will be a better year, right? Yes it will be. I know it.

And dad, mom, kor and jean, no matter what happens, i love all of you to bits. I'll do u guys proud, i promise :)

Gonna hit the sacks now darlings! I'm doing this entry using my phone. Sweetest dreams and enjoy the last day of 2008 to the max aite? XOXO :)

Sleepooover

2008-12-30T11:44:00.005+08:00

Hiii :D

Blogging from Livia's house right nooow! The three of them are getting dressed in Livia's room while I'm doing this! I was the first to wake up and I woke them all up after that! I feel like a momma. Fair and square momma LOL.

Yep we had a sleepover, wait like Crystal said, it was more like a WAKEover. Wth man. Haha its crazy how we never run out of topics, like EVER. All of us met up in Pyramid yesterday afternoon with Justin and Daniel, played archery, took photo stickers and caught a movie. The two main characters left before the movie though. Potong stiiim.

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging :)
http://www.angusthongsmovie.com/intl/uk/

The girls.

The guys.
THIS IS THE KILLER PICTURE!

Robbie and Georgia.

"She's mad, but she's just perfect for me"

Five of us girls, Candice Livia Amelia Crystal and I, totally loved it. Robbie is sooo hot! Haha Faris, who was the only guy that stayed for the movie, was so happy when it was over! Chick flick maaah ;)

Anyway we bumped into Song Ling and Zaqir after that and shopped a little and left home, well Livia's home LOL. It was so sweet of Livia's mom to tapau sushi for all of us for dinner, so we brought the food down and chilled at the poolside. Talked and ate. Came back upstairs at 1am plus and had camwhore session. Really satisfying products! Haha continued talking blah blah blah and we K.O.-ed at 6am. Crazy siao kan?! We started talking at about 9pm when we had dinner right until 6 in the morning!

Felt good after having heart to heart talk with my girls and I'm so grateful my mom allowed me to come for the sleepover! I love you mommyyy :)

Aite I shall bounce. Chocolate mousse cake waiting for me outside for breakfaaast! Will post the pictures up soon. Mwah, lots of love!

When I was just a little girl.

2008-12-28T23:24:00.004+08:00

Got this from Ninaberry!

A for Amelia Neoh
1. Do you love this person?
DUUUH! I already have half her heart ;)

2. Is this person your enemy?
Sometimes! We fought for the spanking stick!

3. Would you kiss this person?
I kissed her before already lah. Nothing new to me LOL.

B for Billy Tan
1. What do you really think of this person?
My beloved cousin.

2. What's his favourite color?
Idkkk.

3. Ever danced with him?
Yeah, we shuffled together! That counted? ;D

C for Crystal John
1. Do you have a crush on this person?
HELL NO H20! ROFL, but she definitely has a huge one on me :D
She loves me too much!

2. Describe this person's physical appearance.
Short short and short. HAHAHA :D okay lah, sorry Crystal!
She has beautiful hair! ROFL ROFL ROFL!

3. How old is she?
829754827 years old :)

D for Daniel Lim
1. How long have you know him?
Since Form Two. That's three years? :D

2. Biggest regret?
Asking him to help me carry books the first day I met him. He asked me to eff off! :(

3. Do you hate this person?
NOOO! He's my football live updater and I'm his song criticizer haha!

E for Ethan Mark
1. Have you met her/his parents?
LOL for what?!

2. Worst thing about this person?
His caller ringtone! HAHA kidding :D

3. Best thing about this person?
He never ever ever ever forgets about me! Right, Ethan meethan? Yaaay!

F for Faris Alsree
1. Have you ever date this person?
Nope. But we went paintball together! Solo eh Faris?! Gaya doooh! ;D

2.When is the last time you saw him/her?
Prom! He asked me to squat a bit when I took picture with him. Cos he's tooooo tall!

3.Do you go to school with him/her?
Yeah. I always lend him my Add Math exercise book. He wants to refer HAHA! Kantoi Faris!

G for GGGeremy (Jeremy Loh)
lol that's the first name that came to my mind ;)

1. Is he a good listener?
Nope. But an AWESOME one :D

2. Have you ever lied to make this person feel better?
No, as far as I can remember? LOL.

3. Is this person good looking?
Erheeem yeah... *cough cough

H for Hugo Ng
1. What grade is he in?
The same as me? He's been my classmate for 3 years!

2. Is he your friend?
Yes yes YES!

3. Ever done something illegal with this person?
We duckwalked in the public together before, that counted? Haha ;)

I for Ian Loo
1. What is this person's favourite food?
Umm, bread?! LOL his dp is the picture of his name made of bread. :D

2. How did you know him?
Through Dance Club! I always remember that, Tai Low!

3. Do you trust him?
Yes! Best tailow EVER, right Ian? I miss you bro!

J for Justin Choong
1. Does he have any siblings?
Yes, his elder brother is more handsome than him! HAHA kidding lah Lee Hom Jr. :D

2. Do you know his favourite song?
Uhhh Boston? I know he loves the piano!

3. What would you do if he confess he liked you?
HAHAHA! What, dream come true?! But wrong timing! ROFL!

K for Kit Joon *hint hint!
1. When did you two first meet?
Neither one of us can remember :)

2. How would you describe your relationship with him now?
Peanut butter and jelly? That's what he said LOL.

3. Ever danced with this person?
Mmhmm, that was my first dance, he was so sweatyyy! HAHA but totally enjoyed it, of course! Umm enjoyed the dance, not his sweat btw ;D

L for Livia Hong
1. What would you do if you had a crush on this person?
I already do. A humongous one!

2. Do you like her as a friend?
DUH, I even SLEPT with her. Will be sleeping with her again tomorrow!

3. Would you go to Disneyland with this person?
I'd go anywhere with her! Even India! Oh yeah, we went there already HAHA :D

M for Mommy
1. Is this person older than you?
NONO that's why she gave birth to me =.=

2. Is this person single?
You can't reproduce with only an ovum, can you?

3. How many times do you talk to her in a week?
89234781293749017324. Count for yourself.

P/S: I love you, mommy! <33

N for Nina
1. Is this person your boyfriend?
Hell yeah! Right Ninana? ;D

2. Have you seen this person cry?
Gazillion times. We often cry together, that's our favourite pastime!

3. Do you know this person's middle name?
Haz? HAHA, Nur HAZnina what!

O for Olivia Ng
1. Are you related?
Yeah. The Green Family.
Olivia Green and Ai Lin Green.

2. Could you live with this person?
Yeah! We bite with might, we strike with pride! LOL :D

3. What school does she go to?
Not anymore! :(

P for Perk Yang
1. Have you ever gone to mall with this person?
Umm... oh YEAH! But he was too busy being Zue's hachaaa ;)

2. How about a sleepover with him?
Oh em gee, the house would collapse.
OMG sounded wrong. Didn't mean it that way LOL!

3. Does this person have a job?
He's the PIMP yooo!

Q for ...
I just realized I don't have a friend with name that starts with Q.

R for Rizal Ramzan
1. Have you ever heard this person sing?
Yeppp, he sings me to sleep. KONONNYA HAHA ;D
Cannot sleep if he sings lah please. Sakit telinga dohhh!

2. Do you think this person will repost this?
He's not that free. He'd rather use the time to talk to me than to repost this, kan Rizal?!
HAHAHA.

3. When does this person look best?
He knows this! After he get his haircut :D

S for Sam Leaw Theng Seng
1. Is this person taller than you?
DUH, he's my elder brother =.=

2. Do you enjoy spending time with him?
DUH, I even enjoy fighting with him ;)

3. Do he live close to you?
He's just next door, like REALLY next door. Wanna meet him? :)

T for Theng Jean
1. Would you do anything for him?
NOOO! Haha kidding bro!

2. Have you been to his house?
No NEVER, I wonder why.

3. Where does he live?
Just beside me. He's on my bed right now reading what I'm typing. Retard :D

Eleh merajuk already ;)

U for UUU Hung!
1. Who's he to you?
BROS FOR LIFE MAN!

2. Is he single?
Nope, we're married :D

3. Does he stink?
Yes, very much! He always forces me to smell his armpits. Bushy sweaty stinky armpit hair! Haha Aii Love Yew!

V for Vee Vien
1. Does she have crush on you?
ABSOLUTELY! She loves the shit outta me :D

2. Would you hug this person?
No, we would be too busy touching each other's moles.

3. Is this person your friend?
Nope. SPUNK SISTAH BABY!

W for Winston Chew
1. Is this person noisy or quiet?
Cats can fly if he's quiet.

2. Describe this person.
Wow hardest question now. Very loooving! HAHA right ston?! And just loves to wake me up in the middle of the night babbling about his one and only. Besties yooo :)

3. What colour eyes does this person have?
This retard got no eyes LOL.

X for Xuelin Leaw
1. Why are you friends with her?
I'm not her friend. I'm her bestest cousin ;D

2. Have you ever gone anywhere with her?
Everywhere.

3. What is one thing you will change about her?
Her hair! Cos I'm so envious she has the Victoria Beckham bob cut :(

Y for Yenlin Leaw
1. Does this person wear make-up?
Once in a while? She's more pro than me! DAMN :(

2. Does this person play instruments?
We both suck in pianooo!

3. What is her favourite sport?
Running! We had intensive training together. Used to play chasing when we were young ;)

Z for Zue Yiii
1. Does this person have MSN?
DUH she cannot survive without it.

2. Have you gone out with her?
All the time :D

3. When will you see this person next?
Tomorrow, most probably!

...

Fiuh yoo! That was fun! But a biiit too long man! I'm illegally online now, should already be in bed but I'm so in the mood to blog so I can't just let it pass, can I?! :D

I'm considering to switch back to Xanga, but after having a short chat with my loyal number one fan aka Hor Ri Na (LOL babe!), I've decided maybe I should just stick with Blogspot for a little longer and then weigh the pros and cons again. Wth right, sounds like a big proj or sth.

Anyway, today was a great day. I did very meaningful things. And its great, cos I feel like I've opened up to opportunities! Lol man, I'm really very inspired by YES MAN btw. Caught that movie with Crystal the other day and had a really good laugh. Very good movie, it was.

Watch it!

Oh btw I've found some pictures of me when I was little. I was sooo ADORABLEEE! LOL seriously! Check them out!

Love the last one, damn adorable kan?! HAHA perasan doooh! I've still got a few, but another time aite? :)

Gosh, time flies. I've been living for sixteen years already! Sixteen whole years! And I'm starting to grow, to mature. I've learned. I've been through life lessons. I've made mistakes. But I've also learned from my mistakes. And who I am today, is different from who I was back then. Light dawned on me and I want to make the most out of my life. I want to bring the best out of myself.

Okies, bed time guys. Sweetest dreams!

Tell me, who is the last person you think about before you go to sleep at night?

Last Christmas

2008-12-26T19:02:00.006+08:00

Hello sayangs!

MERRY CHRISTMAS
&
HAPPY BOXING DAY!
HOHOHO! :D

Yep, I'm back from Singapore the other day. Been wanting to blog and post my pictures up but couldn't find the time these few days. It's Christmas sale everywhere! Year end sales, Mega Sales, New Year sales! Sales sales sales! I've got tons of new year clothes, especially LOADS of dresses. Loving the shit outta them ;D

Okay lah I veli the lazy to continue typing. Pictures pictures kay?! Christmas was awesome btw! Attended Mom's friend's Christmas Party during Christmas Eve in Tropicana. It was in her condo which I don't really remember the name but her penthouse was awesome! 24th floor, so I climbed up to their rooftop to check out the crazy beautiful night view. Yes, I climbed totally, in my dress and heels! Lol I wasn't able to resist the urge so yeah ;)

Pic-chasss!

Cousin Chloe. Totally adorable!

Pictures from the rooftop!I took off my heels after that, I needed my balance weih.

I look like I was going to commit suicide in this picture man LOL. I was on a mission ;)

Mission accomplished! I've conquered that place!
Haha, scary okay?!

Okay faster faster come back already. Haha found a superb spot to camwhore at the balcony after chilling with Kor on the rooftop. So we both camwhored and I totally love the product! See see :)

I look so happy (and retarded) here! Well, I was :)

Potential Bond Girl eh? HAHA :D
Love my facial expression man!

Uncle Kent!

Last picture!
And totally love it. Kor was like, "Woah your legs so long!" when he took that picture for me. Haha he camwhored with me too! But check his blog for his pictures lah kay. I feel so noob using Blogspot, the pictures are so difficult to upload!

Okay sayangs, I'm gonna run. Will come back later maybe, got more pictures from Christmas! Those were just Christmas Eve and I'm so tired posting them already, gosh.

Ciao ciao!

Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you.
Someday, I wish I will dream of my pillow and I’ll be hugging you.

Leaw Ai Lin dot Blogspot dot Com

2008-12-19T22:50:00.005+08:00

I've officially switched here, to Blogspot, my darlings!

Yes I know, like FINALLY right? ;)
I still need to edit my layout though. But I'm like so noob at this kinda thing so no doubt, I'm gonna seek for help from Zhi Lynn of Josef, the chunted bloggers man. But I'll save all these work for another time lah. I'm not exactly in the mood to beautify my blog.

Crystal, Livia and Amelia, I really miss you guys. I'm sorry that I haven't talked to you guys much for a while. I'm actually not as fine as you guys think I am. Going through some tough times now. But I'm sure all these will pass, and my life will be back to normal. Will catch up with you guys soon, I promise. Our sleepover! ;)

Livia, have a safe and fun trip to Hong Kong kay! Since you have nothing much to do there, why don't you pick up some souvenirs for me then? HAHA love you darling!

Amelia, when was the last time we talked man?! On the phone that day right? Omg man, how many years ago was that?! Haha but anyway I heard you fell sick that day so you better take good care of yourself kay! Shit more! HAHA love you too!

Crystal, I'm sorry! I know I wasn't exactly on my best behaviour talking to you online just now. I'm not going to Africa, I'm just going to Singapore. I know you're bored to the max these few days, but please just bear with me for a while kay. I'm not bursting your bubbles intentionally, but you know more than anybody else that all I need now is time, don't you? You know how much I wanna hang out with you guys but I just can't right now. Sorry, I don't wanna be pushing things. I love you too!

And Rizal, thank you so much. For always being there when I fall apart. For keeping your promise to hold my hand through everything. I don't know what would have happened to me if you were not by my side these few days. It's been tough, really really tough. That's why I've realized how reliant I am on you and what a significant role you play in my life. This is insane. I've got lots more to say but I just can't seem to find the right words. Haha anyway it's my turn to go to Singapore this time and you'll get stuck here! Thanks again, and I'll miss you!

I'm off to Singapore tomorrow!
Stay tuned for my next post peeps! Lotsa love.

Meet Moo Bear;
I made him for someone important :)